3 years he still waits me!

Last two days I received a sms written how are you long time no see. Then Wah…… I am shock a secondary classmate that admires me still waiting me. LOL, who the hell tell him I am back to Miri? Or he saw me??? After I think for long time I only remember he also live in Jee Foh there. At first I thought he just like my old friend old classmate that chat through sms. But suddenly he ask me didn’t go pakto meh? I say I still single. He faster replay me that he also still single=.= Then he ask me still remember what happen during last time. I say I only remember you always buy the chocolate bread put in my beg or drawer and love letter that BROKEN by me to small pieces and throw in rubbish bin, then other classmates pick up all the small pieces papers arrange it back and read it. Finally whole class knows. Of course I still remember that time he sit beside me. Then he asks me do you still remember what he writes. I say I can’t remember already because all Chinese words. He still tell me he still can remember, he write “I LOVE U”, “want me be his gf” and “want hold my hand”. I still remember I very bad that time go back tell my mummy, then my mummy go school find our teacher in charge of 5s1 complain this guy disturb my study. Finally we didn’t sit together already he sit on first table right in front table of teacher one, I sit at last row corner near the door. During the teacher teaching time he faces never look in front turn his head look behind smile at me. I feel so geli. He remind me a lot of things I get top 10 in class one he even better than me, he get top 3 in class but start from behind==…….. Finally we graduate in form 5, he ask me where I continue study, I remember I tell him I study at Curtin university at Miri because I get full scholarship for foundation study. Then he really go and register to study at Curtin. Until now 3 year he still studies at Curtin in business course where am I? Last minutes I buy ticket fly to PJ Utar study my foundation. hahahaha that time I really bad hor? I still remember he can’t believe I study there, somehow test me. I give her my PJ address he asks his friend send a dictionary to me and finally I accept it to prove that I really study at PJ. But this few day he start keep sms me “what are you doing now”……………..I lazy reply. Don’t wait me please…although I graduate next year. But I really thanks him give me such special memory seldom have guy so brave. But you are really not my type. Hope God could arrange better one …..but not now I still young, still study, wait ba…still long time to go.

In living room simple conversation!

gf: 喂！你去哪里？
哥哥：我去楼上！
gf：你不会叫我一起去har。。。。。
哥哥：走。

Oh my God, brother u are big boss leh, dont let gf control you leh.=.=
I accidently heard it when playing my game. Game over already after the word 走！

如果她成为我大嫂really game over......

Christian!

My mum always likes to say one sentence. In foo chao dialect “mi jiu keng jing ngai” translate to English is “eyes hole very bad” in Chinese 眼睛洞很坏。Now I really understand what it means. It means like keep an eye on you for something.
Ya right, Christian like to differentiate between Christian and non-Christian. Do you ever ask yourself why? It is discrimination? Why we never heard or seldom heard people say Buddhist and non-Buddhist? It depends on your own thinking and own heart how you treat others.
Recently I feel like fade up. Why because what my mum say “mi jiu keng jing ngai” It is good very good sentence to apply on Christian. Ya, I came back to hometown and I found out all my Christian friends in my own church or friend in other church, they of course happy I am back. Why so HAPPY? So they keep their eyes on me. Just like “eyes hole very bad” observe you look for opportunity. Been targeted! Ask me join this and join than events. I know that all event is VERY GOOD as they say. In this world no events is bad one, ok! I know is VERY GOOD for me. But you inform me once enough time and place for any events. ENOUGH ONCE. Don’t always keep asking whether I join the event or not. And some 先斩后奏said that already register for me, what I need to do I just come to the event. Even my aunty from sibu she know that I going back visit grandma next month already call me say church got this event got that event want me join is very good to me. I KNOW EVERYTHING IS VERY GOOD FROM U ALL! But do you all think for me? Is that really good for me? I am 21 years old that program suit me? Can I have chance to do my own decision? I myself am a Christian. I am 21 already, I know how to think for myself.
Are you a Christian? Do you always do the same thing as I mention about? Keep call somebody to join this and that! Do you think from their point of view? Christian should know your own limit don’t too speed up want to push up people around you. Think for them, their own learning style. 有时候比得太急也没用！I think this is the one of the weakness among Christian. Christian believes God will done miracle on other. So let God touch other heart done those miracles is not done by Christian.
Push me too fast I will fade up. I know my own better than other. I AM VERY STABIL CHRISTIAN, OK! I go church service every Sunday. Keep your “mi jiu keng jing ngai” on others Christian or non-Christian. I not suitable targeted by you all. If I want join any event I got hands and legs will go myself and I believe God will touch my heart to go, don’t you all believe in God? If yes thanks God! Your believer still believe you. 不要来烦我，最近比较烦，我比你烦，烦烦烦！
亲爱的阿爸父神：
唉。。。。。。
祷告乃是分靠主耶稣明求的，阿门！

E-mail that I don’t know how to reply!

Dear all,

I am not sure whether i will be travelling to Kampar or not next semester. If it is confirmed, will it be Ok with u if i assigned Dr. Tee Chong Siang as your main supervisor? I already discussed with him and he agreed to supervise you all and you are also free to continue to work on the plants that you suggested to me or you can also discuss with him on other plants (mostly ornamental or crops) that he might be interested. Anyway, kindly let me know of your decision before you contacted him for further discussion.

thanks

regards,
anna


looking at this mail whole morning! May i know who is Dr.Tee? He or she? Never appear in kampar!...

Yesterday vomit untill too blur, i still not have any interest on any food. Now this mail make me lost direction~

V0Mit~~x3

Yesterday a bit not feeling well already cold flu, but at night I feel nothing. Until this morning mummy wake up me at 7.30am ask me go breakfast and then buy some vegetable and fish. What we eat? We go famous 豆浆油条café with famous laksa.


look like nice?

it's really nice.
The laksa is very nice and very spicy. After breakfast we want go buy some vegetables but when walk through the street I feel like butterfly in stomach, start caught and walk half way of the street I vomit out milky and sticky liquid. Mummy shock look at me ask what happen. Ya, suddenly not feeling well. The aunty cleaning the floor one scold aiyo…..apa hal muntah sini, then I walk 2 steps vomit again on the floor, the aunty scold pergi longkang muntah lah, then I walk 2 steps vomit again. 3 times I vomit…..=.= mummy scold back that aunty tak ada longkang tak ada toilet la, stupid. I can’t control when I want vomit. I scare sick when vomit because very suffer, sore throat + the smell…..yucky……..Then mum walk with me go very far to find public toilet. I wish to go back scold that aunty people invite her come to clean the floor I make the floor dirty is your job to clean la, shit la……if not people ask you come for what. Recall the last time I vomit is at Kampar in toilet at home vomit on someone clothes. I think the aunty want gila already cuci lantai. Now, I no mood to eat anything. Even facebook favorite games also don’t want play already. Maybe the food not clean ba…..or my 肠胃不好？

After vomit out it's really not that nice look and "er xin".....

Finally I get 3.0

Finally I get 3.0
Yes, is not that easy to get 3.0! But I always work harder improve slow and steady and finally I get it. People always say me don’t put so high target. UTAR get 2.0 is very damn good already many people hard to achieve 2.0. Yes but I still very stubborn want to get what I want. I want 3.0 yes sure a lot people want, I try harder and harder remember exam period study until 12am only sleep and wake up at 6am. It is very hard time to me because I prefer sleep 10 hours per day! I not simply say only I really want get 3.0 not joking I am serious ok. I will prove it to everyone and is proven I get 3.0. I also everyday pray hard to get 3.0 don’t want see 2 in my gpa, thanks God, He hear my prayer and give me 3.02. He give me more 0.02, I will appreciate it. Why still have 0.02 still have 2 behind? I know the meaning 3.02 very important 0.02 for me to remember my pass to have 2 behind my gpa!
Mummy always asks how many A’s you get? I always get at least 1 A but this time sorry no A. Hahhahahaha……. But I get straight B not bad. My 2 friends still remain in 4 flag straight A’s congratulation. I get 3 flag. Thanks to chee wah my 4 flag friend assist me finally I get 3.0. God already given what I want, I should do what I have promise to Him. Look back my pass gpa, 2.12.52.73.02. Never drop! I hope to maintain or to improve it again in my final year! Next target 3.0 again? 3.5? 4.0? Secret hahahaha! Oh ya….did I say I need treat friends to eat if I get 3.0???? I only remember last semester I did say but didn’t get 3.0 but this semester I didn’t say hor….? Or I only tell certain people! or else I will PK….. Bankrupt!

To God be the Glory!

完蛋啦！

之从回到家里，就知道啦。哎多久没灵修没碰圣经？不知道。。。想到一些事就觉得很累真的真的很累。去教会？？？？就觉得很累啊。。。。
之想什么都不想做。
新生命家庭教会来之金宝的在美里帮布道会，昨晚可能是身的安排吧，因为金宝朋友在我家过夜的留下了一些东西望了拿，就拿下去给他咯，就算便去了那布道会讲到神快要来了你们预备好了吗！
到今天回到自己的教会，第一次牧师道讲到一半我就走人了。听道也有不自在的感觉第一次这样！也许太久没回来了听到方言祷告就。。。。。。因为姐姐很厉害打电话给我说我在楼下现在下来我们去文莱。想都没想我就说OK。就这样离开了教会道听了不想道就走了。

Brunei famous eat sushi lo at excapade sushi near Gadong town area.
After u eat here at brunei,hahaha sushi Malaysia SUSHI　ＫＩＮＧ　is become not nice and very hard to eat~


Ｙｅａｈ～ｓｕｓｈｉ　ｃｏｍｅ　ｆｒｏｍ　ｗｈｅｒｅ？？？　火车哦！

ｓｏ。。。。。。













It cost $136 Malaysia X 2.5 =RM340


Brunei import durian from Thailand damn big~


Ｔｈｏｓｅwho sms me today it cost RM2 per msg and who call me and i answer it charge me RM2.50 per call=.=


nice view back to Miri!

也许这样才能忘掉烦恼，开心的玩！


Oh ya now i at miri sorry sarawakian sleep early one i usually follow my parents sleep at 9pm or 10pm so some time i cant reply u all because i become pig already. Different culture compare to KL and kampar sleep at 1 am or 2 am or even late.hahahaha

sick~

Start from Monday my nose start to be very sensitive. I thought is my own nose sensitive start flu but until today Friday my nose still stack with flu hard to breath. Feel very tired this few days although doing nothing. Until last night I fetch my friends from airport where they have a group of people having mission trip in Miri. They flight delay reach hear almost 12am already. My friend stay at my house one night, until this morning around 8am I wake up and my mum talk with me……swt….my mum shock…..hei, girl why u walk like that like want fall down, I just answer Yalo. Because I feel dizzy……having flu and the flu come out yellow in color. Then I saw my friend still sleeping I also go back my bed again and sleep. Suddenly my puppies keep barking so I have to wake up open a tin of chicken meat pedigree for the doggies and “mo mo liang xia gou gou” go back bed and sleep again. Oh yah my sexy dog just gives birth 4 fat and cute puppies. Really like pig every time I come back hometown sure got new puppies. Until 10am I still on bed I heard many horn sound, they walao……really so hardworking horn from 10am until 10.30am I really “bek ta han” wake up again go out look eh…..how come got lorry come to my house. I walk out and ask 3 foreign guys what’s up? One of the guy ask mana boss hantar stock? I say bill let me see. Oh is my brother stock reach today. I try call my brother but can’t get it then I call my mummy lo. Mummy say brother outstation, but yesterday I just received around three hundreds ringgit mineral water which my brother inform me to sign up but today he didn’t ask me to receive any stock. Then I just open the gate let them put down all the boxes again sign up don’t know what inside. The foreign worker ask me mana boss, in my mind boss boss boss hate it….I just say he outstation. Then the foreign workers say U PUNYA LELAKI kah? Walao….what the TUT…….I Just say Abang saya la, is my brother ok not my life partner. Really “KEPO” My two dogs standing there keep barking, the foreign workers say wah cantik anjing kamu. I answer saya ada 6 ekor anjing u mauh tengok 4 lagi suka gigit orang kulit hitam punya. He so scare say no no no. Actually another 4 puppies just know eat and sleep a lot. wahahahaha….After they gone my friend also wake up, is almost 11am so we just go have a lunch and shopping introduce some place for her and send her back to check in Mega Hotel. Until now I just reach home, want continue to sleep, hope my flu faster go away and I don’t like this sexy sound.

美里！

我的华语要生锈了，快点练习练习！
回来美里有三天了。
也忙了三天。
星期五就忙着一些诗人事情，如拆信封，读信去回信。。。。下午打油时就用卡approve后就拿起录色的nozzle 可是没油出来，油站的人跟我说sudah habis guna kuning punya， 没想那么多就用咯。。。晚上一家人去吃大餐！
星期六早上就和妈妈和哥哥一早吃早餐，被妈妈啦去僧请Citibank master 和 visa 卡，因为方便订机票。可是目前我有了一张master 卡，一张visa 卡，一张debit卡，现在又要多做两张，钱包没位放了，也怕被人打劫啊。下午就带zhubing 去了3个海边，很失望了，美里海边什么时候便怎么肮脏的像奶茶yellow brownish 的。有垃圾有猫死体，螃蟹以前是黑色的，现在是一边orange一边黑的。 螃蟹活时是黑的煮过后才是orange的，可是那活的螃蟹一边orange一边黑的，难道太热了一边晒熟了吗？晚上和家人晚餐后就和以前的同学出去。喝茶聊天到凌晨两点才回家。谈了什么呢，就是讲到车油。就和他们分享昨天的事。原来美里缺油，我打的油黄色nozzle比较便宜，又吃油，有没力，进一号牙时车会抖。会给人家笑啦美里是油城，缺油。坏处人民车子很快又问题要买新的或专修他们就有钱进口袋，好处别想架快车咯减低交通意外。
今天去教会很爱睡，忘了是圣餐崇拜，因为上星期在马六甲玩没去教会。今天听的道很多是我所面对的问题！爱人爱主的心？爱心？侍奉？面具？不满？委屈？过路？原来我有很多问题。。。。。不够睡头痛很乱的心情。4天没灵修了。下午是因为要减头发没减到因为姐姐想带我去减，妈妈也讲我慢点带你去减更好的。。。减头发罢了很多问题出现了。。。。唉。。。。。很想大睡特睡可是妈妈现在要带我去吃螃蟹了我的最爱，想到那天海边的螃蟹就。。。。。。算了还是去吃螃蟹了。。。。byebye。。。。明天没去training 了reject 了。。。。。螃蟹我来了。。。。。

God also did last minute!

Human such as student always did their job last minute.
But, I found that God also like last minute.
Why?
I think we all apply for industrial training on July.
I apply for 2 places one is oil palm plantation and another one is Columbia Asia hospital.
I simply apply because I have no clear direction yet, too pack we need study busy final exam, choosing final project and industrial training too.
Yes I did pray to God, guide me if can get just go training, if can’t get never mind just honeymoon 3 month holiday, optional training.
I have received the letter from Oil Palm Company, they recently do not need any trainees. The Columbia Asia Hospital didn’t replay me. So, I just plan to have 3 months holiday at hometown. During exam period all my friends busy with industrial training stuff go school sign letter pass up letter lot procedures. I just study at home play facebook.
Until finish my exam, went Melacca trip, went KL. Then the two days before I want back Sarawak, on the monorail central on the way to time square, I received a call from Columbia hospital, they want me go there training in laboratory. I am shock I simply apply actually I not really want go training.
And today I check back my application letter forget what I write because how come my friend from biomedical can’t get this opportunity and I from biotechnology get it, I not really like to work in hospital actually.
This is my short letter content, my reason so simple and short, still got people want me.
“I have decided to go this industrial training to gain experience and I am very interested in laboratory work. Besides that I wish to socialize with people among same field.”
well, God had answer my prayer in last minute, I didn’t prepare anything, no lab coat and formal wear at hometown, no time back to school deal with adviser and so on. But God plan everything for me, today I visit the lab, no need formal wear, can wear casual with slipper. I though only animal and plant tissue culture work wear slipper but in hospital laboratory also wear slipper. The person in charge at the Columbia Asia say that they don’t want deal with UTAR want deal with me directly, wah…make me easy lo I no need go back school do the complicated process. The most important thing is all my friends go training and need summit report to school every week, hahahaha, but I no need.
Monday need start training but, my mum have objection work as free labor no income. I also haven’t decide go or not going?
Monday to Friday 8am until 5pm and Saturday half day.
And I haven’t design the Kampar Chinese Methodist church Christmas banner and invitation card because I promise them to design in this 3 months holiday.
And one person birthday present still haven’t design still inside my luggage, haven’t take out.
Look like very busy a lot of thing to do, but I only can relax when friend call me out.
At home feed my fish and dogs. Don’t know who dog come to my house having sex with my dog and give birth 4 puppies which is so fat and cute and totally different from the dog parent.