My life~

My university life full of all kind of experiments, Reports, exam and so on
In Genetics lab

So wonderful~ beautiful chromosome

But....

We have to kill it. This semester how many life i have kill? I cant remember... Sorry hope you all rest peace in heaven. No choice we have to kill....

Catch it Kill it. The process use pins break the head and body apart.....

Oh my God


Breeding....... My hands?? fruit fly?

Another lab, i like it very much. Plant tissue Culture. I love plants very much now. Y? Because we no need kill but make a new life see the plants growing. And this subject lecturer Dr Anna from setapak like call my name. I found out why like call me because same hometown. Even midterm use my name as example in test paper, but the question too hard i myself also cant answer. Yesterday just finish the test today result out already fast and eficiency lecturer. I get 71.5% not bad still need improve.

Sad 1st experiment all plants contamination die jor...失败失败。。。。

Fungus contamination.. green plant become cotton


But today wakakaka have successfully grow the plants

I falling in love with the plants take it home. keke

Coming week moral mid term, genetics test 2, Molecular test 2, 4 lab test, lab reports. Hard time coming.

But remember
Pray more
上帝为中心点。

加油难熬的日子！

眼泪！

今天的崇拜，牧师说有人问金宝为里公会为拉曼大专做了什么！
牧师说他答不出眼泪流就流了出来崇拜就这样结束了。

我听了眼睛挤满了眼泪还是忍住。
这问题很早也出现在我脑里。
过去的我都忘掉了。
今天又被提起，害我想到以前的那个牧师和伤心的事。

拉曼大专生阿过去的不要在提了， 不要问金宝为里公会为拉曼大专做了什么， 问问自己身为拉曼大专能为教会做些什么！

Again!

Again i able to cool down.

I worry i will burst!

But thanks God i able to stand again.

I dont like people like to compare among us in same course.

Exp. wah you do so good ah, i want to do better than you =.=

Human compete human

or same

student compete student

=

will die de, ok?

U make people around you dont like you and even hate you.

people may feel stress because of you.

So, becareful of what every word come out from your mouth.

Dont look down those who are week in class
is proven there one border passing line student result better than first class student
called Bonnie
Well done~

i believe hard work will sucess

And please i already pass you my part early week and the next day is due date, now you only tell me need to add more in less than 12 hours ......

I am angry of the guy! the word first time come out from my mind FU_K!

Yes you are clever can do everything in last minutes

But sorry is very hard for me to do in last minutes.

Yes i am STUPID!

Again who like to talk in loud and kepo here and there i dont mind actualy but dont let me hear about it. Even your voice some time when i am taking nap, sorry momo like take nap 1 to 2 hours during evening but your voice can make me wake up with headache. And please no sms or call me that time~

Again please dont be too over initiative do this and that let other people have a chance.

If not i always feel guilty because it turn out like this....
" Yes is my fault i didnt do thing, didnt done my job, i am wrong why i so quite"

Because i really have no chance to join in and even single little space NOT Available even i walk closer also stand beside cant see anything and look like i am blocking very "jor then" although i very thin!

I found a lot problem coming out!

But at the end ....

I will say all is my fault.

Although, is not my fault....

but

Again i will say YES is my own fault.........

I dont know why tonight God really did something miracle.

I come out with beg and i realize how come i holding together with my bible in hand.

emmm dont come and talk to me =.=

Please dont be so sensitive.

It's over!

Really!

Like it pass~

天堂！

作天一封信息！
很伤心！
人的生命就这样！
没了！
连他的葬礼我也没办法去！
希望你在天堂会过得更好！

晚上我还是去了祷告会！

今天刚从教会的福音工厂十周年庆典回来，好累！有四百多人出席。

今晚大专开会我不去了。

没人开车的话。。。

自己走路去吧！

八点开会七点走来得及。

因为我生虫了。

懒惰虫。

The Boy~

The little boy asks about the present yesterday.
I do spend a little bit time on it just now!
At the first I thought maybe just scrolls of birthday wish written in the paper.
Until u told me last night look at the big A4 paper clues inside.
Oppsss u want me open all the scrolls and arrange the small piece of scroll.
Thanks you very much first time I received such poem from a guy.
Hope you don’t mind I share here.
Good poem must share share with other.
As a Christian or brother and sister in Christ please do read this poem.
Learn how you relate bible words in someone life.
Application~
And how beautiful of the types of colour God create and used by this guy apply in poem to guide me arrange the poem!
Please double check I not sure whether I make mistake in arrangement!


The clues!


The poem!




Again thanks you for the poem!
Friend Forever!

But God is calling you back to the church!
How long you didnt go back to your own church!
Not bad long time not been in church still can write such poem!
God Bless You!
God is knocking outside your door, and calling you "come back"!
The door is always open to you to back to church!

Fruitful birthday!

Many of you sure wondering??? How I celebrate birthday?
Yes, I am quite always alone but I want to thanks God give such big group of family in Kampar to me where they understand me know my personality and come approach me. Life is like that lol, if u can’t approach other never mind God will lead other come approach me. I always said I am alone actually God is walk beside, so don’t bully me God will punish you later. Wakaka.......


Thanks for the KFC lunch!


First round after lab in canteen my cake!


Here my kampar family 12 members!


Kampar life eat & eat & eat!


Catch me?


Thanks big 21 candles.


Thanks my 12 family members in kampar special style celebrate my birthday! Baseket ball court at night romantic!

Thanks to third round and the birthday cake from kampar CF members. I havent get the photo from them. Thanks for the nice cake and although u all busy but still can spend time with me!


Bithday i eat durian! Sweet i like it!


My big presents from 12 members in kampar family hands made birthday cards! So touch!


Thanks my kampar family give me 21 years old key!


Thanks this sister in christ! 没想到我是你心目中的天使！感动感动！


Thanks this little boy, friend forever! Thanks for the words about me and with bible words. Nowonder you want borrow bible from me =.=


Fourth part of my birthday in kampar家好月圆restaurant!

Kampar 过着幸福快乐的日子！
吃得饱睡的和好！

Finally i am 21!

i am 21 years old actually not old ok, is mature!

Thanks to all those who wish me in 12 o'clock!

Thanks count down with me in msn until 12 although we all at different place....i know you all busy study for molecular biology test on my special day 15 july.

The first thing i did is made a thanks giving prayer to God.

Thanks God i still alive with more mature spirit life.

Thanks for everything!

Those who forget my birthday never mind la i forgive you as jesus forgive us because i understand as we growth older sure memory become more poor.....sure those older than me forget my birthday, it's ok i understand your situation. hahahaha

i already very happy in 5 minutes more than 10 greeting from friends.

祝我：

生日快乐
身体健康
学业猛进

不要让自己太吃亏，太安静!

生日没什么特别啦！
可是二十一岁很特别哦！

Ooopppsss.... mummy how come u forget me......

whatever....good nite!

Count down 5 days to 21 years old!

Physical a lot changes…….before precede look at some of my photo first!
Warnings do not laugh…..
Name: Monica Hii Hung ling
DOB: 15/7/1988
Gender: FEMALE but some people thought is Male |||
Race: Chinese but always suspect not a pure Chinese =.=
Religion: Christian… I love the song 耶稣爱我，我也爱你就是真么简单。哦。。哦哦。。。就是真么简单！
Language: English + Broken Malay + 走音的华语


When I was 3 years old, I think I like lollipop because my hand holding it.


11 years old.


13 years old.


16 years old.


17 years old.


18 years old. Why so special this photo no face is show? Because I am too handsome worry you all fall in love later. Wakaka ……..kidding. It is a strong memory, a quiet and shy girl alone after graduate form 5 take flight fly over sea come to PJ UTAR taking foundation. Yes, I am independent girl never cry leaving hometown. That’s why you all feel I am weird look so cool and never talk to human. But I miss my family too 我也会想家的！Just keep in heart do not share with human =_=


19 years old. Study in Kampar Perak UTAR campus. My second year alone move to kampar even more far compare to PJ but I do enjoy my first year degree.


20++ years old. See I look like have more smile face brighter look. Third year I am living without family in second years of my degree now. I more get to use live alone, but still will miss my family that you all can’t see through my cool face.
Face change so much, sure something other than physical also changes, the most important thing changed is socialize I can talk to human and my spiritual growth.
Count down 5 days to 21 years old
I thing never ever change I prefer to do my thing alone!

Look back waoo... i already use to it stay 3 years alone outside, and look ahead waoo...next year i graduate soon, but i still cant see my furture dont know what will happen....Secret.....

Wish my self happy everyday~

Thanks to my family support me!
I wish to tell mummy......
mummy 老幺长大咯！

Growing!