一通电话！

这通电话，把我今天的午觉毁灭了。难得我睡得那么甜！这通电话是我教会打来的，要请我担天使在圣诞节晚会。我想都没想就说不要。她问我为什么，我很厉害给借口，下个月我要回去寺巫。我承认我是胆小鬼，我会怕的吗，也没兴趣，没敢动，很怕上台，也不自得，我受不了刺激免得高血压。妈妈也开口了不要常常到教会去，又让我想起那几张府。十二月的六号全美里基督教的游街我想我因该会去，这是最后一件事我可以帮忙的。
这通电话然我想起很多寺巫的事。回去是去喝喜酒的，妈妈那边亲戚。可是可能只有爸，姐和我回去。我只想回去看外婆，一年多没回去了。以前一年我会回去两到四次。可是自从我六年极公公去世，Form 2 外公去世，去年婆婆去世。现在只有外婆值得我回去看他，明年过年的年初三是外婆七十岁大寿。
在我心中除了家里的一家五口，还有老人家外婆，外公，婆婆，公公都是对我们很重要。因为干出生时是婆婆带的，开始读书时是外婆带的，到我二年级才是我的爸妈带我们。妈有八个兄弟姐妹，我们和他们的感情都很好，常常有联络。可是爸有十个兄弟姐妹，大多数都是不是很好。我们家人不喜欢他们。我最讨厌那些三姑六婆，讲话又大声，又是一群狗眼看人低，看到他们时妈说要叫人，我跟他们笑一下很给面子了然后就闪人。三姑六婆对我讲的话=对牛弹琴，因为他们讲的太大声到我听不进，是福州话哦，有些听不懂累。三姑六婆的眼里只有$$. 自从公公和婆婆都走了我们也没看到他们，没联络了。还记得去年婆婆进医院时那些三姑六婆忙着找Lawyer 分拆产，要我爸爸快点回去签名，婆婆都不管了是我们在医院照顾。 后来我回去读书不到几天婆婆去世了。这次回去不想看到他们。爸婆婆那边家我不想回去了！寺巫只给我留下了很多伤心事，可是我不会忘记我在那里出生的。

Daddy 厉害！

Oh my dear daddy! My dad taking bath in toilet, I watch Astro in living room. Suddenly my hand phone rang and I look at it, huh! Daddy! He just now at home didn’t go out why call me. I don’t know my dad taking bath inside toilet. So weird! I answer the call. Dad said “Ah girl can help me take the towel come to toilet give me?” I so blur answer huh, o…ok. Daddy go bath forget bring towel, hahahahaha………….But dad you so cool bring hand phone together go inside toilet take bath. Actually my dad really changes a lot. Dad faint inside toilet before so that’s why he bring hand phone to toilet when bath. I think so. Dad memory is getting poor, and healthy also so poor. Anyway hand phone is very important to him.

好累咯！Tired

Break my own record this week enjoy from Monday until today Sunday. What Sunday? Should go church service but I didn’t go today. Why? I go to Batu Niah Cave that’s why so tired which I just finish my camping in jungle too. Use up a lot energy. Body muscle so pain now. Although I live in Miri but Niah cave so near I never been there but today early morning 8am I go with my mum, sister and a gang of friends. It takes long time to reach the cave which we all need walk in jungle with the long bridge. Reach the cave I can’t stand the smell of the bird shit! So hard to walk inside the cave with tough light so dark and the bridge all cover by a thick layer of shit so slippery. Can see people pluck the bird’s-nest. I reach home already 7pm so tired. “剩半条命了”。Sorry to my grandmother I promise to go back Sibu visit her but now I very tired, give me sometime time to rest I promise to go back next month to visit you. Two months holiday gone~ argh………tired 累~

Need take this scary boat!

inside cave so cool.

Keke

They having sex, hahaha. Sorry i think Bio students mind is like that!

I want kill YOU!

No wonder!

Recently I realize that my eyes side got problem! No wonder always so careless fall down. Now I know what the problem, is time to change new spectacle. Today go to the shop but after visit 5 shops only find a spectacle that look so fashion suitable for me which my sister choose for me.
Many people ask me why I like yellow color because I got so many yellow color things like beg, watch and so on. This all due to my mum like buy yellow color things for me. My size too small always easy get lose, that’s why my mum like me wear yellow color which so bright color easy look for me. This influence my favorite color is yellow. As many of my friends know I got a lot yellow shirts.
Now still the same family like too choose bright color thing for me. And today my spectacle is white in color so bright far away can see where am I. =_=

My new spectacle

New look, only let you see my eyes no face! Secret! “神秘感”



I saw a lot Christmas decoration one of them is the biscuit house selling cakes and cookies which you can write on the cookies and paste on the biscuit house. So special!

Biscuit house

cookies paste on it.

Cake

i saw this lollipop almost same size with me, bamboo stick.

After camp!

Unforgettable experience camping in jungle! Very tired and a lot of mosquito in the jungle, I hate it. The first thing I will never forget is that the fire extinguisher accidently spurted out which I am the so lucky one stand next to the extinguisher. I am shock and nervous too because don’t know what happen cannot see anything and a lot of sand just like drop from heaven on my body, my view become so blur with yellow brownish sand flying around me. Well this is not the main point I would like to share. The thing I cannot accept is this camp very emphasize pray in dialect language “方言祷告”. I don’t know why I can’t accept. I don’t like people use dialect language to pray because I feel like no peace in my heart. “内心很振杂”，just like Buddhism prayer. That time I just feel want to find a hole to hide inside. I ask one of the teachers but he didn’t give me good answers and said that is kind of human spirit pray to our Lord Jesus Christ. My point of view is I no need this kind of prayer and no need to ask God give me this dialect language prayer. Due to we don’t understand this kind of language. What for! Use the language that human can understand and feel comfortable to us.
方言祷告??????????????????????

Shock!

Today I am so busy packing begs because tomorrow having camping in jungle 4 days as helper for my church. I will not around in Miri this 4 days and my hand phone maybe is hard to reach for you guys. So sad when I packing beg because long time I didn’t properly tied up my shirt in wardrobe. So hard for me to looking for my underwear, but finally I get it. Why so sad? Not because of the underwear but when my hands reach my underwear suddenly got 2 “ANG PAO” falls out. Shock I think inside sure got money for me one written Monica. But hand touch and feel like not money and so thick. I open it and finally so sad, Amulets inside.

Mum now I understand you already. I just baptism last year and you agree too but now I know you still cannot accept. So sad……………….What can I do now? Mum u open 1 eye close 1 eye in front of me, then I also learn from you, open 1eye close 1 eye, I will put it back in wardrobe, I pretend never see it.

A bad patch recently! 倒霉~

Bad Luck~ Damn “ Soi”. What a raining day today. Last night just nose bleeding. Today be out of luck. This afternoon raining heavily in day time so dark in house all the light is off when I walk down the staircase without spectacle, I thought I reach last step of the stair actually still got 2 steps but can’t see. And then Oh My God, slip down. Damn PAIN.
没脸看. 好才，两层吧了，死不了的。可是被人笑。
Don’t laugh Ok. Not funny at all.

Haiz......

Recently a lot of thing disappointed me! No mood at all. Friends ask me out all reject, reject and rejected. Why? Don’t know lazy go out, I think so. Until tonight my mum sister from Sibu call my hand pone. I just talk nonsense with my aunty. She ask where mummy, I said she went to learn dancing with daddy. She was shock “what learn dancing?” Why so old already still learn dancing later bone break. My response is hahahahah how could you said my parents like that your sister o. Since I leave home go out Study a lot problem happen to my mum she was to worry about me when stay alone at home until sick. So now she found a lot of event, learn “Qi Gong”, dancing, clubbing, pub, and so on. She a lot of thing to do already nowadays so wouldn’t feel lonely at home thinking something else. That’s why I alone at home now. My aunty asks me a simple question I can’t answer. Momo ah…yo…yo… Why I am so idiot, damn stupid. She ask me can give me home phone number? Oh my goodness! I don’t know, I said wait later I sms to you the number. I only know all home number in Miri start from 085. Wah cleaver too, I didn’t say I don’t know just said sms you later because if I tell her in phone she can’t remember later. Why I can’t remember because my hand phone home phone number save as “Home”, I never go remember the number. After that I go look at my home phone written 615780 is the number. I will remember it now. The most funny about this home phone when I just come back, can guest what foolish thing? The phone rang sound so differ I thought what ringing totally don’t know is the phone, until my sister ask me why didn’t answer the call. I said I don’t know is phone, I thought who alarm clock rang. So blur at home I stay in my room I have my own world already, what happen around just blur~~

自身自灭

家里每天只有我一个在家。姐去广州了，哥去门公干，剩我一个在家。爸妈从早七八点就出去了我还在睡觉，晚上九十点才回来。我变成电灯泡了。。。。。。。
可是我在家把音乐开大大声也没人管，还是一样玩电脑，还有看事书。不过玩电脑游戏多过看书。每天迟睡迟醒身体好。

还有每天只会跟我添麻烦的八条小狗。 今天是特别的日子，狗狗满月啦。还不会吃东西，喝牛奶吧了。每一条我都养到胖胖的因为它们吠时我觉得很吵不耐烦那牛奶给它喝，只有这样它嘴巴忙着喝奶就不会吠了，安静多了。
对不起狗狗，我不会帮你们冲凉因为我不会，等哥回来了在冲咯。

oh my dear puppy, why you so fat....................

为什么我吃不肥呢？
这次回来很多爸妈朋友看到我就问你读form几阿？
咳，我是大学生啦，长的小只就不可以上大学吗？
我二十岁了。
妈是你长到太年轻了人家以为我才读中学，不要每次都怪我头上说我太艘。

朋友！

我从来都不去找朋友，Never look for friends!
都是人家找上门，Always friends look for me!
为什么？
世界上有三种人-正面的，负面的（戴面具），和两面的（两头蛇）。
我在很久以前都知道了正面的和负面的（戴面具），而两头蛇今年干知道在外面读书教会认识的朋友告诉我的。
外面读书教会里这三种朋友我都有，也切也不简单，复杂的让我有点失望。
可是呢。。。。。
正面的朋友虽然好可是行为呢，就比如像我这样在外面读书与朋友同居的，住久了就了解他们的为人。当然世界上没有一个人是完美的。比如正面的朋友有些会很大排，自私的，等等。
戴面具的朋友表面上对你很好，可是在别人哪里就讲你坏话，或利用你吧了，成为别人的旗子。通常干认识的看不出久了终有一天你会发现到。
两头蛇呢根复杂，在你面前讲你很好告诉你X朋友坏话，可是呢在X朋友面前讲X好话讲你坏话！Visa versa 咯。
我回来度假，才一个月，没想到自己的教会也有很多问题。我离开了的这一年里发生了镇么多事。谢谢你告诉我，我想要不是我觉得怪问你你也不会对我讲那么多。现在我知道了。
我永远记得凡是对神不对人！
多两个星期教会有萦回在森林里我回去帮忙服饰上帝四天三夜就当轻松自己一下吧。可是还没开始在教会服饰就发现了这些问题。也许要等刘传道回来了就会好些。
所以呢，我不喜欢交新朋友。我朋友也不多。
喜欢静静的，你问我一句，我答你一句，点头和摇头是最好的。
有一些距离的朋友是最好的，就是久久见一尺面，问一些废话，比如-最近好吗？，还在读书吗？在哪里读？读什么？我很讨回答这些问题，不知道回答过多么多次了。
不要和你的朋友太熟，免得发现他是戴面具，两头蛇或有时还会爬到你头上来。
世上最好的朋友就是上帝。