Decision

有些东西很重要，可是不是很急。
有些都西很急，可是不是很重要。
踩下了第一步就不回头，继续努力做到更好不后悔。
做不了决定就问问神，感觉他在敲我的门不知如何去打开那道门，就拿一些东西来求神有一天一定会将答案给我。以一颗单圈的心，简单的心态。
有些问题在另外一个地方完全不成为我的问题或负担，可是一旦回到那个地方就会变回我的很急又很重要的问题。
问问自己如何阿，不告诉你。有想过可是还没坐决定而且还是很早以前我都有想过不要以为我没想过。
我的心？
我的脑？
我的灵魂？
就很简单很累了空空的只能Function在emergency condition。
电话阿拜二和拜三对不起我无法接听或reply人在白天，因为我真的很忙Final Year Project in the process at Lab，hope u imagine I am doing experiment holding glassware or any apparatus on both hand and the phone very important to answer it but I still have to finish my work on hands before I reply you. 不是我的心跳停了无法回复，别想太多。
My coordinator in Lab is a Master student he is quiet nice but the mouth like to speak what the F….He always say what the F……Utar Micropipette, what the F…..Utar PH meter…..Worry the F…will contaminate my mind
I have rejected tonight CF Meeting.
Because is time for me to put down something and doing what is more important now and of course I wouldn’t forget my Jesus.
I have received many call n sms regard CF gathering actually I don’t know is it this Saturday start gathering? What time start? Sunday what time service transport how? Is very sorry about that all of such question I can’t answer because 4 months holiday I don’t know what is going on and some I really forget about it. I hold on those questions.
I am really tired. Even no time shit at school and I feel like terrible utar with more than 11 thousands students and really hot Kampar.
I wait for this coming Saturday and Sunday which I can stay at home doing my own things. Monday to Friday pass very fast pack and full of class to attend and all those experiments of my final year project go out early come back late I can’t simply promise to have lunch or dinner with friends at fix time because my life is full of uncertainty.
Now is 12.20am. The time I must sleep is before 12am. Good Night.