Bye 2008!

My feel,
My heart is feel so sour,
My heart is hurt,
My mind is blank.

Friends asking,
When go back to studying,
My parents and I is going to traveling,
12 January only start schooling.

I am looking backward,
I am so sad looking this year,
I am so hate looking what happen in church,
I am so suffer in looking my church life.

How I am going to face Kampar,
Next year back Kampar,
Next year is also next week back Kampar,
Oh, my dear brother and sister in Kampar.

But I proud of my own performance in UTAR,
But I like my friend in school,
But I happy with my Housemate,
But I satisfy with my family.

When I going back to Mega church,
Oh no half year I not going back,
My heart is going to be Ice,
Let time going pass longer wash all feeling.

Because I couldn’t able answer when I can go back,
Because I leave it to God,
Because I never think about it,
Because I keep pray in my heart.

3 months holiday is time to say bye,
So sad my heart, mind, soul need to say bye,
Miri, Sarawak bye,
No encouragement to say bye.

Thanks my parents accompany,
Thanks spend time travel with me,
Thanks send me back to UTAR,
Thanks I not alone in flight again.

New Year is coming,
New pastor in Kampar,
New Momo is coming,
New thing is going to done by God in my life.

过年？？

新年要到了，我一条衣裤都还没买，可是哥哥为我预备了很多这些！过年哪里可以少了这些炮呢！年轻人没炮就不爽了。对吧？ 新衣可以慢一点买啦我不急。可是以下的比较重要！

哇，我家不是卖炮哦，这是我哥哥买来玩的！

这烟花不适合我了哥，我长大了不是小妹妹了！

这太小了3000粒，我二十岁了要玩更大力的。

这还差不多！比较大力。哈哈。

我最喜欢的炮，这会冲上天开出很多颜色的花。可是妈说open house 时放，那时我不在美里咯。

还有彩雷和火柴炮，还没买哦！

基督徒也可以玩炮吧！

特别的一天！2008 的最后一个星期一！

The story began on the morning. Last night I promise brother this morning I sent him to airport, 8 am flight but I can’t wake up.放飞机，luckily my mum was able to fetch my bro to airport. 2nd 又放飞机 promise my friend have breakfast together at 9am but I can’t make it. I wake up at 9.30am, shock looking at phone. My mum said me sleep like pig. I felt headache, butterfly in my stomach, want vomit but nothing come out. Well I didn’t go anywhere this morning. Until after the lunch is ready. Mum ask me eat first she want bath.午餐被我搞杂了，因为拿汤时碗太热，倒到满地，只差没打破碗！。 Mum finish bath I just start eat and scold me eat so slowly because I need mop the floor. She said I am lousy take soup also cant do well, my hand until now still pain because of the black in colour one soup pour on hand.

End up mum mop floor again.“ 吃东西不做事，做事打烂东西”try speak in cantonese!

Mum ask me go bank make payment today so stupid reach bank closed, today is Awal Muharam public holiday. And on the way drive back home I can’t stand want find toilet, when I found parking slope, I give signal light the sound like “dit dak dit dak……” then suddenly no sound and light so weird, I try to give signal again but the signal light is out of function. Tomorrow need go repair car again. After that,I go find a drink “Ais Limau” to make my butterfly in stomach die so I wouldn’t feel want vomit. Then finally I chose to go home to prevent any other bad luck.

Ais Limau my saviour " kill butterfly in stomach". If you feel want vomit try it!

The car signal light is break???????

When reach home I help my mum take dirty clothes to toilet but 衣服上的猪猪掉下来。

对不起猪诸。

Bad luck today? 做错事？Sorry？ Sorry no cure？

Finally I back to Miri.

I reach home 10pm already, I can’t sleep tonight. Dizzy feel like want vomit. This all due to a pack of plastic beg fall down from don’t know where hit on my head on the way I back to Miri. I felt like suddenly lost balance, damn suffer! Luckily I got some sour sweet but it only functions when the sweet is in my mouth. These 16 days I went to many places and eat a lot nice food at everywhere. Especially with grandma eat play and sleep. Now I have 500++ mail haven’t read, so friends give me so time to read it I will replay you all as soon as possible. I only have 3 days time to replay because I going to Marudi with my dad for wedding dinner on 31 December and will count down there I think. That’s why I suddenly back Miri today because of my mum call. Another thing is I feel sorry because sometime I didn’t on my phone or replay you guys message because I am busy with my stuff and sorry sometime phone no battery. And very sorry to Da Zhuan members because I didn’t save all numbers in my phone so I don’t know who you are, when I received the message I no face to ask who are you. This is some people tell me the name I also can’t remember their face. So sorry I didn’t bring back the name list. Arghh sorry x 1000000000………. and I choose to ignore and off my phone. People like me when traveling or playing will ignore other things, so selfish and please don’t made friend with me. So many friends I will very headache. Now I feel like want throw my phone to rubbish bin. How long I didn’t go church already, tomorrow morning I not going too I want sleep. Oh yah how I celebrate my Christmas, the answer is I didn’t celebrate..…. This all is when grandma and I visit 1 of the church, church of Lord they said that Christ is real but Christmas is not reality! So this church didn’t celebrate Christmas. Thanks to all who msg or e mail me greet merry Christmas, and it’s too late I wish you guys back now, never mind I lazy replay you all 1 by 1 now I wish you all Happy new year, from my pure heart Ooo. Mum say that she got 1 friend child want go UTAR study want me guide but sorry la mum you are business minded but this is not my business. I can’t handle already and my parents will follow me back to UTAR on 11 January. Coming trip Marudi and Cameron. aiyoyo…………….

This ice-cream i like the most that i found out in these 15days. RM6 i cant remember where i ate it. Sad!

i want go back home~miri!

Daddy bring me back sibu but didnt take me home. Now i still at sibu. Dad said january only come bring me home, but mum want me go home this mum! Stay at sibu more than 10 days already i cant stand people here so many mouth made me headache, i wish to go home. Never mind grandma and I 2moro going to leave here. 2night i very enjoy the sibu christmas parade, nice decoration on the car. i will back miri before 31/12/2008! be patient wait me! mum dont call me everyday i know u miss me. who ask you want me follow dad come back sibu. Headache~

我还没玩够！I have not played Suffice！

3 months holiday almost over! But I still want to play and play and play! During study, we study until so suffer, exam read until want die already, now is holiday we should pay back the reward. Play more and enjoy more. Tonight I receive a massage inform me 7 Jan going to have fellowship meeting, I totally forgot about this matter. See how enjoy my holiday until forgot school going to start on 12 Jan. Sorry I still no mood to prepare myself back to school because what for study for 2 weeks than Chinese new year need back hometown again. Cost a lot of my flight ticket and bus ticket money too. I haven’t settle my CNY flight ticket because Air Asia sold out, and Mas economy class also sold out, I still want back to Sibu celebrate grandma 70th birthday and CNY. Waiting for Mas extra flight or else I need buy the business class. My butt so small economy class for me is enough already, business class is for those who butt is bigger! I can’t join the 7 Jan Da Zhuan meeting because my flight on that day 8.30pm back to KL with parents. I going to travel with parents only back Kampar on 11 Jan the day before the school start. For me play is more important than everything unless exam. This Thursday night I going back to Sibu with my dad, dad will back after 3 days I will stay there around 2 weeks. Not sure want celebrate Christmas at where. Maybe celebrate with my computer play online games no bad this idea. Christmas must remember play maple story because I got one star only can use on Christmas day but I still don’t know the star function. http://www.maplesea.com/ this website can sign up for the game. Currently I play another game with my sister the website is http://www.viwawa.com/ make Su Shi earn coin, not bad can play with those who online. http://www.neopets.com/ also not bad feed pet one inside many types of games that you can choose and earn money to buy food for your pet. Another http://www.orangeshark.com/ also can have a try. All this games can test your response eyes, hand, and brain. Holiday 吗拼命玩，尽情玩，享受玩，我就是这样的！把别人但透明。
Some people ask me why so quiet when people chatting, I never say out any word! Maybe is my own problem? Too quiet? Don’t know what to say? Scare people? Communicate problem?
Some people ask me question, I just give short and simple answer. Never ask question back or elaborate my answer give more introduction about myself? So they give up say don’t know how to communicate or talk with me.
Even sometime people ask me question I didn’t answer?
It is really my fault?
Think about it.
Sometime really my fault, but sometime is you guys fault I don’t want talk with you, sometime both also got problems.
Leave this question!
This few days I didn’t sleep well because really tired and busy until late in night. I want to share my first experience in Christmas parade which just passed on Saturday. Cant imaging more than 10 thousand people join, proud too I am one of them. I am tired and hungry too whole night, due to the Christmas parade hold the flag walk in town so enjoyable. My hands are pain holding the flag. What I learn is that as Christian members in Miri you choose to stand at road side look at us or choose to join us to celebrate Christmas and serve Jesus Christ walk at the middle of the road. Its felt like really different for me walking in the parade everyone at road side smile with us take photo shout merry Christmas and shake their hand. Really fun and crazy night I had enjoyed. So as a Christian you still want other Christian members serve you or you choose to stand at road side serve others, non Christian and Jesus Christ? Sang Christmas songs and walk at town area in front so many people really felt well. So now I just want to sleep and rest!

Haha…..

This early morning guest what stupidity I did. I went to clinic with my sister wait for more than 1 hour so many patients looking for doctor. I wait there until so sleepy and hungry too haven’t had my breakfast. Finally we went to nearby 2020 café eat “Dim Sum”. Look at the photo what’s wrong?






Can’t find it? Look at the chopstick, one of it wrong side already. No wonder the food so tasty. Finish ate only realize. Not bad my dear blog readers. Have a try!

WHY

Today suddenly sick. What a sunny day. Maybe yesterday and Saturday not enough sleep busy with a lot of stuff especially at night. This week also will be very busy with a lot of events which going to have a parade on Saturday, Miri City Christmas parade I will join, a long journey to walk and Sunday church also have events. Start next week I will not be around going back to Sibu on Thursday. Today start fever, flu and my hand start shaking already. Come not on time my dear sickness. Breathing is labored.