一通电话！

这通电话，把我今天的午觉毁灭了。难得我睡得那么甜！这通电话是我教会打来的，要请我担天使在圣诞节晚会。我想都没想就说不要。她问我为什么，我很厉害给借口，下个月我要回去寺巫。我承认我是胆小鬼，我会怕的吗，也没兴趣，没敢动，很怕上台，也不自得，我受不了刺激免得高血压。妈妈也开口了不要常常到教会去，又让我想起那几张府。十二月的六号全美里基督教的游街我想我因该会去，这是最后一件事我可以帮忙的。
这通电话然我想起很多寺巫的事。回去是去喝喜酒的，妈妈那边亲戚。可是可能只有爸，姐和我回去。我只想回去看外婆，一年多没回去了。以前一年我会回去两到四次。可是自从我六年极公公去世，Form 2 外公去世，去年婆婆去世。现在只有外婆值得我回去看他，明年过年的年初三是外婆七十岁大寿。
在我心中除了家里的一家五口，还有老人家外婆，外公，婆婆，公公都是对我们很重要。因为干出生时是婆婆带的，开始读书时是外婆带的，到我二年级才是我的爸妈带我们。妈有八个兄弟姐妹，我们和他们的感情都很好，常常有联络。可是爸有十个兄弟姐妹，大多数都是不是很好。我们家人不喜欢他们。我最讨厌那些三姑六婆，讲话又大声，又是一群狗眼看人低，看到他们时妈说要叫人，我跟他们笑一下很给面子了然后就闪人。三姑六婆对我讲的话=对牛弹琴，因为他们讲的太大声到我听不进，是福州话哦，有些听不懂累。三姑六婆的眼里只有$$. 自从公公和婆婆都走了我们也没看到他们，没联络了。还记得去年婆婆进医院时那些三姑六婆忙着找Lawyer 分拆产，要我爸爸快点回去签名，婆婆都不管了是我们在医院照顾。 后来我回去读书不到几天婆婆去世了。这次回去不想看到他们。爸婆婆那边家我不想回去了！寺巫只给我留下了很多伤心事，可是我不会忘记我在那里出生的。

Shock!

Today I am so busy packing begs because tomorrow having camping in jungle 4 days as helper for my church. I will not around in Miri this 4 days and my hand phone maybe is hard to reach for you guys. So sad when I packing beg because long time I didn’t properly tied up my shirt in wardrobe. So hard for me to looking for my underwear, but finally I get it. Why so sad? Not because of the underwear but when my hands reach my underwear suddenly got 2 “ANG PAO” falls out. Shock I think inside sure got money for me one written Monica. But hand touch and feel like not money and so thick. I open it and finally so sad, Amulets inside.

Mum now I understand you already. I just baptism last year and you agree too but now I know you still cannot accept. So sad……………….What can I do now? Mum u open 1 eye close 1 eye in front of me, then I also learn from you, open 1eye close 1 eye, I will put it back in wardrobe, I pretend never see it.

A bad patch recently! 倒霉~

Bad Luck~ Damn “ Soi”. What a raining day today. Last night just nose bleeding. Today be out of luck. This afternoon raining heavily in day time so dark in house all the light is off when I walk down the staircase without spectacle, I thought I reach last step of the stair actually still got 2 steps but can’t see. And then Oh My God, slip down. Damn PAIN.
没脸看. 好才，两层吧了，死不了的。可是被人笑。
Don’t laugh Ok. Not funny at all.