CNY

Chinese New Year! I can’t get the flight ticket so stay at Kampar. 12 Sarawakian, 11 guys from Sibu and I am the only girl from Miri so odd, with them this few days, emmm. And the only 1 guy local Kampar people our driver fetches us to Ipoh and waterfall.

dinner

ipoh "kek lo tong"??

Childish!

inisde the "tong tong"

wakaka after go through the "tong tong" playground!

Nice ipoh trip!

Makan makan

waterfall looking at "leng lui"?

Naughty sarawakian Sibu guys!

William, local kampar people our driver. Chinese studies student year 2 sem 1, single n available, keke!

horrible bridge "goyang goyang" dizzy leh!

wah, nice view i like it, the water cool n fresh.

guys "lou liang dian le", so crazy with the waterfall

wakaka

And finally thanks to brother Jacob from mega church invited us for lunch at restaurant, and thank the ang pao he give although no yet marriage. And until now who is Raymond from mega church i still not clear because he want meet me but we all too naughty went to ipoh already.

Argh………….

What I did from Saturday until today Thursday, 6 days. Argh….. I want “ki xiao” 6 days I doing my 2 reports for physiology and biotechnology. I plan to do some revision for this one week holiday but I struggling on my reports. Ahhhh…………..can’t finish too until today, everyday sit in front facing computer search for information but l found useless information. 3 days left my report haven’t reach half way stupid physiology report. No time for my tutorial question already. Especially first time I am shock because usually tutorial question 1 or 2 pages only, but my microbiology tutorial 23 pages, wah…I thought is one semester tutorial but today I realize is for first tutorial class only. Really want “ki xiao”. 23 pages tutorial if I finish it wah…. I can publish a book already. Sorry la I think after I saw this thick tutorial, I never saw it put back inside file I wouldn’t do it, pretend never saw this set tutorial. Hei, science students also normal human not a Robot or God. 我们是人不是机器人，也不是神！Stress. Nowadays, a lots student study until crazy, “tanjung rambutan”. Don’t know when our turn is. Who know maybe one day we will be one of them.

I am special!

What so special! I think everyone is specially too. Actually I found out I became more weird already. My friends always say my eyes to big especially when wake up from sleep, and some people say my head very big. My head big because my body small size, so its look bigger. My eyes so big because of my parents, genetic problem of course I am pure Chinese although many people asking am I mixed.
Some of my friends know very well of my style in school, even lecturer talk in front, and Momo sit there quietly eyes so big looking at lecture like giving 100% attention, but you are wrong. Actually my mind is thinking something else, I can’t pay attention to what lecturer say and dreaming. Most of the times I feel sleepy when attend lecture class. That’s why my result so bad. But I really feel stress when I can’t understand what lecturer talk so better don’t listen. I only can study when I have the feeling that I want reading so most of the time I study myself, but sometime I really listen to lecturer for a while only then my heart will fly away. I catch by lecturer before during foundation in PJ my Maths lecturer Mr Ong, always ask me question that I never give him any answer because I can’t answer and keep quiet open my eyes big-big stay at the lecturer. And finally he give up me never ask me question in class. My mind can’t stop thinking. Same as in church, when pastor sharing I really can’t pay attention too. And this year new pastor in our church he speak very fast in Chinese, I have difficult I catching the words, I have to catch word by word listen carefully but I need digest slowly in my mind and it’s too late sure I miss some part of the information. After finish the service I can totally forget what I listen today within few minutes. Maybe some of you may not know about this.
This semester I have an elective subject which I choose Human Resource, in first lecture the lecturer ask me question “give an example that business own by one owner”. Wah…, I thinking of other thing he ask me question but common sense question I can answer it because I have the answer in my mind “stationary shop”. Unluckily he knows I didn’t listen to him because this example he just talks about it. hahahaha. It’s good for me because I will try to pay attention in class call my heart and my mind come back. For the tutorial of Human Resource another tutor is teaching us. She asks whole class to introduces our self. And Sarawakian is very popular one in our class because seldom saw Sarawak human. When one of my course mate say he is from Kuching, I don’t know why the tutor so surprise and ask why study here so far, my friend answer that sibling study in Utar before. I know she will ask me same question. When my turn I answer no choice UTAR my choice. Whole class laugh. Zzzzzzzzz…… Because Utar motor is my choice. Some time the words come out from my mouth you all will laugh and feel so funny. But I don’t think is funny. Only you guys laugh until I feel you all are funnier, laugh until like what o. So they think I am very creative.
This year and today new year I want make my life different. Change my style during lecture class, and I want be more initiative. For example, in any season always my friends sms greet me first then I only replay them, but now CNY I sms to my friends greet them first before they sms me. I must have initiative to do thing to make my life different. Initiative chat in MSN with friends not they come to find me chat. And my mum almost calls me every day but now I call back to my mum every day. So I think now she knows what I feel before bother her. INITIATIVE makes life different. This semester I become more stress up with my study because is harder so I hope I can spend more time on my study besides serve in church. And my healthy condition not so good people say me become thinner. Pray for my healthy. Hope you guys understand me when I reject any invitation. I really don’t have much extra time to go out for any event except dinner and lunch time. I only can feel relax when worship in church Sunday service and CF. I am different from normal human need sleep at least 8 to 10 hours per day, if not I will in blur condition. Nap is very important to me. Holiday some time I can sleep for 12 hours. How tired I am. Thanks God make me so different. He has his own Purpose in every human life.

算了吧！

Worst come to worst, if anything thing goes wrong again which I think is serious for my own business…… I have a bad decision waiting me. Maybe for you guys it just a small case only. And I don’t like to listen to any explanation, excuse, apologize, which will burden me hurt me. I can’t support anymore. First impression is very important to me, if I feel something wrong I can’t tolerate. I judge people by first impression which I can’t change my mind until now. I have this plan seen last year quit CF and Sunday service too. Maybe this sentence is clear in my mind right now “Monica 你还能臣多久”. Don’t ever ask me question about this again. I have freedom to write anything in my blog!
亲爱的阿爸天父，我满心感谢你，让我`学习那么多，让我成长，让我知道这世界是那么复杂的，希望有一天您说够了，待我出这环境，新的一年，新的开始，明天会更好。不叫我们遇见试探，救我们脱离凶恶，因为国度，权柄，荣耀都是你的直到永远，阿门。

Biotechnology!

We are going to suffering during CNY and whole semester. What we did in our lab for this week is the microbiology and the principle of biotechnology. Microbiology practical quiet bore, but I like the biotechnology practical because a lot of high tech equipment for us to play and enjoy! Our biotech lab is all about DNA, pipetting DNA and put inside the Agarose Gel Electrophoresis. View the DNA via the ultraviolet light is pretty. But I think now our class not pro enough still will get loss in this practical. Every biotech lecturer suffering with the DNA stuff “ATCG” strain and so on! Some time look at the slide of structure will feel stress too because don’t know what the hell is that. CNY got 2 reports, 2 assignments and 1 presentation need to do. So much reading we need to do if not really can’t survive this semester. More interest and complicate things like cloning, cutting DNA , DNA analysis and so on is going to kill us soon. STRESS………

My best friends in lab especially the whole bone human almost same size with me!

BIOTECHNOLOGY LAB

Angry? ?sad?? disappointed??

Today I wake up 7.30am prepare to go school having lecture. I finish my lecture on 11am. Then go to canteen helping the recruitment drive of biological science society for 2 hours and then continue my microbiology lecture from 1pm to 3pm. After that, 3pm I have meeting for the UTAR Famine until 5.30pm. I rush home after the meeting due to a sms told me “6pm we have dinner together than only go CF meeting in church”. When reach home not enough time for me to take bath so I prepare wait the van come to fetch me, but until 6.15pm I still waiting. I call the driver but he said “not 6.45pm meh”. It is ok. I wait again until 7.15pm the van only reach. I am so angry with tired and hungry stomach. I totally disappointed with our Kampar CF just want give up. SHIT! 1 hour I can do a lot of things I can read or study at home than waste the time waiting the van. Really angry and they give me the reason is typing error in massage. WHAT THE TUT!!!!!!!! I still very angry and sleepy too without take nap on weekday because full of class on day time. My time table is very consistence everyday start 9 am until around 5.30pm like working hours. Please have a good time management. I hate waiting people, I hate people come late. I don’t want to blame anyone. Just consider that I am too unlucky. The meeting for CF I am quiet until 11pm I just talk a big only. New pastor not bad, I like the way he talk straight forward, logic, professional, specific, got clear vision. Oh dear God where my time I allocate to my study today all gone, and where my time to read bible or daily bread all gone. I so sad no time for my study and tomorrow 9 am I got practical, haven’t read my lab manual. I want to study only, my study is number 1 in my heart and church is number 2 already.

臭男人！

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