Monica Momo like and love to be alone. Enjoy quiet moment!

Is year 2011!

2011-06-22T14:11:00.002+08:00

wah.....8 months i didnt update my blog d. It has been long long time ago, somehow today i remember i have a blog actually >.<. However 2011 half year had been gone, in this short period of time i already have been upgrade to master student, from private University change to loacl university. And i already finish my 1st semester of master study with grade 3.50. Now i am looking forward to graduate my master next year, hopefully everything go smoothly. Time pass so fast....i feel like i growth up a lot, learn a lot as postgraduate pure research student which totally differ from degree life. I thought pure research is the best choice for me, but now i feel the hard time, i experience the hard time, i go through the hard time, in front still have so many hard time to go through. I feel breathless.....I feel what suppose i not to feel.......I found that i have serious different frequency with human communication. I found research life is hard ..... even i doing pipette job for half year d, start have wrist and finger join pain. Always dealing with those dangerous chemical ..... feel like.....haiz.....but....i start think for my own future. what should i do then....i seen like lost something....lost my direction....the momment i choose something, pick up something, i lose others precious things. Where is my courage? where is my faith? where is my heart? where is my soul? i lose my mind...i am not a good student....i am not good in my own management....i am not good at all....i wish to look forward something....which i dont know what is that, before i regret.

Monica Hii Hung Ling is graduated from University Tunku Abdul Rahman!

2010-10-17T21:52:00.001+08:00

Lets's read the speech from momo @@
It has been 4 years, time pass so fast finally I reach the day as graduate from Bachelor of Science Hon Biotechnology. 4 years what I want to said is 1st thank god, 2nd thank god, 3rd still thank god. Without God with me I think I cannot do it. The moment I am lonely, the moment I am stress, the moment I am sad, the moment I want give up, the moment I am depress, the moment I am sick, the moment I get food poison, the moment I am tired, the moment………………haiz……… long time didn’t write blog, stop the moment or else reader feel sienz……..anyway just thanks Lord for everything take You make me possible.
Next I want thanks to all my brother and sister in Christ, you guys really great, How great is our god and let’s us sing how great is our brother and sister in Christ……..thanks you guys bring me joy, fun, happiness, and encouragement ^.^
And my UTARIAN friends, especially the 13 members of my gang housemate, toilet mate, Westlake mate, since foundation until now for 4 years we have been together, from different course biomed, biochem, biotech, chemistry and accounting. Thanks you all bring all fun, activities after the school, cooking, singing, movie…ing…., shopping, travelling , eat ice creaming……and so on. Oh ya~ most enjoying is the makmak time.
No matter where we go after graduate, what we did, I believe there is always a chance to meet up, as there is a heart that willing to meet. Those who start work, those who still looking for job, those who continue master, those continue phd, those enjoying holiday==, those still suffering in Kampar utar, Wish u all…..ALL THE BEST. I promise will go find you guys!

金宝大专团契我爱你们加油。愿神祝福满满。努力读书哦。

Thanks!
Thank you.

Its time to write something!

2010-08-05T20:45:00.002+08:00

Well how long i didnt update my blog d! Phew......
Final sem is really busy like hell, thesis, reports, presentation, assignment, midterm, quiz etc.
NEVER MIND 2 months to go all of this gonna to END soon. Gonna to put a big full stop O on my degree life.

I want share food poison now.
Review back July i had food Poison twice so kampar really like hell.
First time just a mild symptons.
However 2nd time just happen pass saturday i really suffer until .......
That saturday i start vomit at 10pm something non-stop until sunday. i wonder how can i vomit so much. Until 3am i am so blur sleepy but couldnt sleep condition keep vomit visit an indian fat doctor. He Said me serious food poison wanna give me injection but u know la no ppl like injection, thus i rejected. He just give me some medic and oral rehydration salt to consume. High fever make me cant sleep well too vomit until my leg no energy. 3 days didnt eat rice can u imagine how u will be if 3 days cant eat rice. Thats why i miss my 1st sunday of the August Holy communion service in church. Yes my face did look like ghost for few day hate it. Once i heard many people also get food poison recently kampar food really like low quality as demand increase more new food stall coming out but they didnt be careful while doing their business. It give me impression that i dont like kampar again. Done my blood test everything is ok but liver a bit have to take care dont burn the midnight oil but one month i only did once or twice only. ECG test is ok de just heatbeat a bit fast at boarder line 100 beat per min.

2 months have to prepare my FYP presentation and sit for really last last final final papers on 14/9 until 27/9. Officially will graduate on 27/9 11am after gonna to settle my 4 years stuff from pj until kampar and 3 october will back Miri. After that i gonna to have long rest before starting new life. I not sure what i going to do but most properly continue my life as student for postgraduate study. So do pray for my future i know what i want to do, hope God will prepare everything nicely for me so that i no need to worry so much. Hope to follow the Lord footstep more closely as now seen like a bit far d.

My year 3 sem 1 result DROP!

2010-05-29T20:29:00.003+08:00

UTAR ah~ usually faculty of science late only 1 day the result should be out, but this time is so special because faculty of science is only Biotechnology students late 2 days only out.

And I know the reason why late 2 days because all students result DROP!

I never experience result drop this is first time drop. My friend so exciting because my result alway increase in class but sorry leh dissadpointed u all d because this time mine result also drop.

Momo any feeling resUlt drop.

Ehh...i think ok gua dont know what feeling because i drop 0.1 only compare to last sem.

But a bit sad because i expect i can get very very GOOD result because coursework marks is high.

I expect Intrusment n entrepreneur to get A's but at the end this 2 r the worst B- LOL~

Never mind look forward for better final sem.

Share one funny story to u all, I Know many of my friends sad of RESULT.
Dont Laugh me in this story OK?

The story was happen on 15 May when a girl call Momo = = u know that girl very blur and stupid de la taking KTM to KL.

What happen? What so funny? wait patient i tell story very "LO SO" de.

Another girl call VY, Momo friend promise to help momo bought the KTM ticket.

VY pass KTM Ticket to momo and said RM8

Momo said ehh...so cheap eh not RM11 de meh?

VY said oh i got KTM student ID can get cheaper price and this train go kepong central one cheaper u can stay in train until KL central no people check one dont worry. VY stay at kepong de u know who la no need i tell u who is VY if still dont know than ask God la.

Oh yah i ask VY bought the ticket where i want in front 1st chair because i have luggage need more space to put my thing, and yes VY did it.

On that day my housemates thanks DAI LOU n JJ send me to KTM.

I go in the train and sit at 1st place.

When check the ticket the KTM guy ask Ah Moi apa nombor ic 4 yang last kamu.

Momo said APA HAL i nak beritahu kamu.

The guy said ticket ini hanya boleh diguna oleh nama yang tercatat di dalam ticket ini.

In Momo mind OH SHIT.

The ticket bought by VY so the VY name is on the ticket i dont know her ic number.

This Momo is damn honest

And momo answer i tidak tahu ic itu o kawan saya tolong saya beli punya.

The guy said Kamu ada student ID?

Momo very proud take Out UTAR student ID which Momo just renew pay RM25 to make new ID old 1 rosak.

Momo mind Finally have chance to 1st time show my new ID.

The guy Said ah Moi is KTM student ID not student ID.

Momo mind PAISEH....Got such thing KTM student ID i dont know o.

Momo tell that guy i really DONT KNOW KTM role.

The guy said never mind this ticket cant use d. have to pay for new one RM22.

In Momo mind RM22 ma saman me lo double charge.

And Finally Momo pay the RM22 and so PAISEH all people look at MOMO sit lucky No 1 chair.

Momo mind thinking again, RM22 + orginal RM8 this train cost me RM30. NEVER MIND, money can solve problem dont care lo.

Momo thinking again i really DONT KNOW KTM got such thing.

BUT THANK GOD let momo experience such FUNNY thing.

Momo experience saman in KTM leh u all Never try ba. "yen wor"

Haiz...this Momo really proud and stupid did such thing.

The end of story!

Happy ending "STUPID MOMO"

Final sem wohooo.....

2010-05-16T21:11:00.002+08:00

2 weeks holiday only~
Have to face my final sem~

Today whole day eat and sleep only!

Finally i done something meaningfull 2day!

I done my own timetable for final sem~

I found that i like this timetable very much....kekekek.....why? Thursday no class is holiday no need go school write thesis.
That's not specially enough!
Thursday do u all know why no class???
My birthday 15 july fall on thursday so whole sem thursday no class holiday~ wahahahah

我的人生？我的人参？

2010-05-13T18:52:00.002+08:00

每当人家问我thesis 写什么？我就说我的人参，很多人以为是我的人生=.=

Happy finally i have time to blogging~

After 1 sem hardwork my FYP sucessful my ginseng as show in photo below:-

After having last paper today i went to Lab observe the only 3 tubes that i did before and so surprise 3 tubes survive no contamination at all...kekeke....my skill not bad ba~

And i decide take 1 tube back hometown hope it can bring me some feel to write my thesis. Total 7 chapters thesis 2 weeks sem break my supervisor want me complete 3 chapters first huhuhu......poor holiday.....

whatever holiday holiday holiday must enjoy~

"Ginseng on board" Hope the agar wouldnt melt when in plane~

Shit！

2010-04-16T14:58:00.003+08:00

Is already 5 day my stomach still not in good condition....keep shit and shit....and shit....
It start from sunday after celebrate friends birthday at pizza hut KAMPAR come back home at night i start diarrhea. From night 10pm something i shit until monday 9am only stop shitting, i wonder where i get so many shit to shit whole night, cant sleep well whole night keep running to the toilet without on the toilet light because i enjoy shit in the dark~
Monday at school after lunch almost vomit at canteen there n i felt so tired that night cant sleep....whole day just stomachache nothing to shit.
Tuesday i so hungry and stomachache no choice i have to eat whatever i ate porridge or rice all become Shit within one hours. I call my friend sent me to clinic look for doctor. KAMPAR doctor DAMN CHEAP....he ask me whats my problem i just tell him everything he just simply look look and give medicine thats all. In kampar any patient visit any doctor, the doctor will become like printer what u say they just print out to give you a list what medicine you should take and the patient is the doctor actually identify all the sickness. After visit doctor in the morning i take the medicines and feel better a bit and going to school want attend 4pm lecture but before i can reach my lecture hall at block H i start diarrhea twice until i no energy walk to class and my friend just send me home. Just rest at home on wednesday and just having a bit stomachache.
Thursday all kind of weird sound come out from my stomach is not hungry sound just the stomach feel uncomfortable.
Sometime feel totally ok but suddenly will stomachache feel want to shit again.
Today is friday i start shit again 4 times diarrhea. Oh God i really wonder where those shit come from??? so many shit. Shit until i feel like so tired and sleepy. A lot air bubbles in my stomach.
I hope tonight will be better because 2moro going to attend agriculture technology seminar 9.30am until 5pm and sunday i going kl mid valley having job carrier fair....
Hope that no more unhealthy watery sticky smelly shit together with weird sound coming out from my butt again.
Too many shit not good, no shit also not good!
Oh ya yesterday went to weight my body weight is 42kg....

我......

2010-04-02T15:11:00.001+08:00

我很累很累了朋友~

Ginseng!

2010-03-03T20:21:00.012+08:00

All my final project is about ginseng!
My title is callus induction on ginseng. Callus is an undifference cell which later can be use for regeneration, u can generate ginseng root, giseng leaves, ginseng stem and so on from the callus cells by induce with different type plant hormone.

well, i chose the leave of the ginseng for my project, in oder to avoid contaimination and death of the plant cells, the leave is cut into 0.5cmx0.5cm and put it on MS medium.
After one week if the plant survive then can be transfer to different hormone treatment for callus induction and the regenerate.
But now my leave on MS medium already start regenerate where the ginseng roots come out only from the vein of the mid leave. One leave have 2 sides, so it can generate 2 ginseng roots on 0.5cmx0.5cm leave.
5 explants in 1 plate 3 explants grow roots

ginseng ah~u come out too fast d can you disappear 1st????Big head in writting thesis later~

Ginseng seeds.... is very hard to grow ginseng from a seed tiny as sand. more than 1 months now only start want grow~ i have many ginseng seeds stock hehehee who one? limitted~

See the guy that one hand put in pocket one! He is my FYP supervisor DR. Tee this sem teach us molecular cloning and gene expression. Accidently took his photo today because while doing fyp lab fire drill demo distrub our process in lab~

all students force to walk slowly to the small field which cant fix so many students!

so hot at the end all students run aways left around 50 ppl or less then that all going back home~i going back my lab do experiment for continuous 4 hours in laminar air flow untill my eyes so tired.

Hope my fyp go smoothly so that at can back hometown during sem break i dont want stay at kampar~HoT n HoT n HoT

momo chinese new year!

2010-02-19T11:15:00.022+08:00

First of all, i wish you all Happy new year! Sorry if i didnt reply any cny greeting msg because I am Lazy~

Chinese new year doesnt mean must go to visit friends and relative house. I dont like go "bai nian". I prefer go around other place and eat around different place. But if i do visit your house u are lucky leh maybe u r more important in my heart....hahahah....i do visit some relative house but not all because is too rushing cny this year. So less visit ppl house less ang pao this year...hahaha....i so surprise this year daddy angpao is mummy doubles leh, usually mummy give more one hahahahaa.....this year mummy lose jor....
I went bintulu n sibu visit some relative and eat around~
Eat from sibu untill bintulu~

thinny fresh juicy lamb meat~

Thin 3 layers pork

steamboat

I ate 2 plate pork in sibu~

Laksa wakaka

"ji qiong feng" nice~

I like this very very much~so call "cha kuih special"

eat dim sum i want to be fat~

Yeah happy new year~ 2 saman within 1 hour. we dont know the rule in bintulu so kena such angpao, car park under hotel also kena saman we are visitor leh!

Bintulu sushi tie new shop boleh tahan lo the sushi~i like the handsome icon of sushi tie~

salty noodles

CNY must enjoy n eat more!

See I'm working hard to be fat~

Yummy~

My bintulu cousin~

This is my sister, real sister ok! We really have blood connection although 1 so fat 1 so thin. We wear same shirt bought at bintulu. I Love You shirt from Giodarno design.

My chinese new year new shoes just bought yesterday. Only bought shoes during chinese new year because i too thin, foot no meat hard to buy shoes. Bought at bintulu park city mall Nike Air Pengasus from kid department cost RM199 Bowermen series, expensive but suitable for my bamboo foot. Thin people advantage can go kid department buy more pretty shoes!

My brother~handsome? sorry he got girlfriend d. My daddy give my brother girlfriend angpao money same amount as us this make my sister unhappy because my jie jie dont like that girl hahahaha. when my jie jie ask mummy how much ma give that girl angpao money. I like mama answer "ur dad give enough d i didnt give because my angpao too laosy ur dad angpao is twice amount of mine", hahahahah......

Today i didnt go out alone at home start flu and fever d....haiz....tired....rushing monday report and test.
I wish to skip my sunday flight leh sunday my house open house leh~

Laboratory

2010-02-05T22:03:00.006+08:00

Lab.....Lab....Lab.....
experiment......experiment.....experiment.....
This semester i feel like i am real scientis already because tuesday and wednesday whole day stay at lab doing my experiment for final year project. While we still have another 3 lab components. Every monday to friday sure i will go lab. I found that most of the lab experiment we get this semester are negative result. Hahahah...where our skills? when look at the photo of result really "Si bai" "Si bai" but of course experiment always will have failure and we can improve our skill. But when come to the result as the following photo is hard for us to write reports.......in discussion we need write why will be like that why get -tive result? But we all are too expert can come out with all kind of idiot reason to argue our results....

My ginseng~so surprise with flower

This ginseng is very important for my final year project, most of the students facing -tive result and some is planing redo their experiment. I am luckily until now still ok thanks God no containmination(fungus, bacteria) no dying on my explant that i grow in lab so far la in furture i dont know la, depends on God see Him want me go through the failure or not. Hahahah.

Oh ya this call explant is ginseng leave cut by momo which i can use this leave through scientific way to reproduce many many ginseng in one small square leave on agar medium. Agar medium just like a jelly which we have produce 19 types of jelly and pour in on few hundred petri dish so far we finished 2 boxes of petri dish.

1506A/1

2010-01-24T13:25:00.010+08:00

1506 A/1 is my room how it look like?
After 4 months holiday the first time I came back look at the door wah extra lock on my door with those saki baki after they do some renovation without clean it up. Then I open up my clothes drawer walao.....it grow insects and fungus on my clothes. So Terrible first time i saw fungus n insects on clothes n some really horrible black T-Shrit growth fungus become White T-Shirt so i throw it and some send to laundry.

After 1 week busy attend my classes my room become like this....
Laptop table with banana skin~

Printer books a lot messy wire~

My study table with pillow on floor~

My bed and clothes

My cactus

My ginseng. Do u ever see ginseng plant? It look like this lo for my final year project i gonna to clon many many ginseng!

I hate this semester time table Monday to friday class start at 8am and sometime 9am and end at 6pm or 7pm. Is very tiring stay at school whole day.
This sem i have 6 subjects, 2 weeks more gonna to have test soon Haiz...phytochemistry test + Molecular cloning and gene expression Quiz + Instrument methods and analysis of biotechnology test. These 3 is my main papers in this semester and test is coming soon before chinese new year.

After chinese new year entrepreunership midterm, is my elective paper.

Now my life is busy with those experiments and study and church activity.

传单！

2010-01-22T23:21:00.000+08:00

传单是拿来拍给人，如果人家有心要就会收下来，如果他们不要就拍给其他人！
金宝为力公会的大专团契有拍传单了我一点都不知道。
直道今天我在EDK5 Lecture Hall 上课时地上几乎每一成的座位都有一些colourful 的纸。我脑里只有哇谁那么肮脏没有Social Responsibility 的。坐下时，朋友告诉我，Monica I saw your name and phone number in the papers is it your church. 我就捡起一张来看 so surprise。不止这间把了还有人说别间也有人拿来折飞机哦。
I No Comment! If anything happen， who did it take your own responsibility.
I am really very tired.

Decision

2010-01-21T00:23:00.000+08:00

有些东西很重要，可是不是很急。
有些都西很急，可是不是很重要。
踩下了第一步就不回头，继续努力做到更好不后悔。
做不了决定就问问神，感觉他在敲我的门不知如何去打开那道门，就拿一些东西来求神有一天一定会将答案给我。以一颗单圈的心，简单的心态。
有些问题在另外一个地方完全不成为我的问题或负担，可是一旦回到那个地方就会变回我的很急又很重要的问题。
问问自己如何阿，不告诉你。有想过可是还没坐决定而且还是很早以前我都有想过不要以为我没想过。
我的心？
我的脑？
我的灵魂？
就很简单很累了空空的只能Function在emergency condition。
电话阿拜二和拜三对不起我无法接听或reply人在白天，因为我真的很忙Final Year Project in the process at Lab，hope u imagine I am doing experiment holding glassware or any apparatus on both hand and the phone very important to answer it but I still have to finish my work on hands before I reply you. 不是我的心跳停了无法回复，别想太多。
My coordinator in Lab is a Master student he is quiet nice but the mouth like to speak what the F….He always say what the F……Utar Micropipette, what the F…..Utar PH meter…..Worry the F…will contaminate my mind
I have rejected tonight CF Meeting.
Because is time for me to put down something and doing what is more important now and of course I wouldn’t forget my Jesus.
I have received many call n sms regard CF gathering actually I don’t know is it this Saturday start gathering? What time start? Sunday what time service transport how? Is very sorry about that all of such question I can’t answer because 4 months holiday I don’t know what is going on and some I really forget about it. I hold on those questions.
I am really tired. Even no time shit at school and I feel like terrible utar with more than 11 thousands students and really hot Kampar.
I wait for this coming Saturday and Sunday which I can stay at home doing my own things. Monday to Friday pass very fast pack and full of class to attend and all those experiments of my final year project go out early come back late I can’t simply promise to have lunch or dinner with friends at fix time because my life is full of uncertainty.
Now is 12.20am. The time I must sleep is before 12am. Good Night.

健康？学业？

2010-01-14T10:04:00.004+08:00

如果两个你会选哪一个？Final Year 学业对我很重要所以我会选健康。为什么呢？因为没有了健康就没有了学业。昨天看了医生稳定多了，因为我都有准时吃三餐和定时吃药足够的休息。所以明天妈妈可以安心让我上飞机了。医生说要好好照顾我的身体读书尽量不要熬夜，三餐准时吃药也要定时吃，因为我的liver也不是很好要control食物，少吃煎炸还有辣的食物。But 我喜欢KFC， Mc D，A&W 等等。。。算了吧少吃就少吃咯没吃又不会死多吃就很快死。现在的年轻人就知会吃喝玩乐= 4 M，什么4M？4 M= Makam， Minum，Main，然后就 Mati 咯！医生说生病时看医生的话最好不要吃Antibiotic 对我不好会因为抵抗力已经很差了在吃就更糟了。明天会去KL了大楷一个月后再见吧新年会回来的。就觉得自己真的很浪费钱为什么呢，我钱花哪里？有人说谁娶了我很好养因为我吃得少，错了，常常没把食物吃完就浪费钱，常常看医生浪费钱。我的钱都是花在食物和医药费把。单单白色最大盒的个就要两百五十块哦，妈妈付的。2010/1/14 才过了14天都花了大楷我在kampar两个月的生活费在医药方面。这些药等都要带回kampar的！
一个有病的人和一个很健康的人谁会比较快死？很多人都以为有病的人。错了人什么时候会死早都记录在生命册，我们做不了决定只有神可以。一个健康的人随时都会死因为谁知道一走去马路就给车幢死。所以生命是很宝贵的！

4 months holiday gone~is time back to UTAR......

My surprise for mum!

2010-01-08T11:19:00.002+08:00

今天是妈妈华人生日过两天礼拜天是红毛生日。很特别的生日因为我有在，妈妈五十岁生日。等了一早上嘿嘿出炉了，很想真的榴莲，可是他和榴莲完全没关系，他是世界上最贵的蛋糕。今晚要呈现他在mummy面前！为什么现在蛋糕越来越贵，没关系啦难得一年一次。太大粒了肯定今晚吃不完我还在冰柜塞了15分钟=.=

Heart!

2010-01-06T17:18:00.000+08:00

我不喜欢看医生。看医生的代价就是痛啊~今天花了两个小时看了一个医生。他帮我检查心脏，原来我的心脏是那么的脆弱那么严重。我是一个容易心情紧张的人，医生看到我是就告诉我不要那么紧张还给我一粒糖吃 ==，我本来没有那么紧张是他越讲我就越紧张。我的心脏就象一块豆腐把，心跳不正常。正常的心会膨胀然后缩小一直重复，我的呢会膨胀当然也会缩小可是当心脏repeat这些时有时候会jam 掉，就是在缩小时jam 掉心脏缩起来不会膨胀了。医生说很危险的不是开玩笑。心脏一停人就会死掉。她问我有时半夜睡觉一般会起来吗？我说会。他还问我你知道为什么吗？我不知道。现在我知道，因为我心脏停了，不能呼吸就会起来然后心脏会恢复正常。医生说着很重要不舒服就要爬起来，要不然就象报纸常常登有人睡觉心脏病发而死。我不希望下一个到我睡觉后就这样上天堂我才二十一岁。医生说我不可以受刺激，惊吓，不可以拿重的东西，这些都对心脏不好。心脏jam 了，或跳不正常时我会晕倒，我是有晕过的人。为什么会晕呢，因为脑缺氧，心脏不好脑会缺氧就会晕咯。医生说晕了也是很危险因为也会随时死掉，最好是每次不管去那里身上一定要带一样东西。什么呢他问我，我以为是心脏病的药大错特错。答案是糖果。但一个人要晕时一定要吃糖果。我才知道糖果那么伟大，可以救有心脏病的人。医生说不要给最近的报纸偏了糖起价是为了人们身体好反糖尿病，糖是很重要的。我一但紧张有时手脚会抖都是心脏问题。要懂得控制情绪最好方法就是吃糖果。华了百多块加五包药下星期还要回去复诊一次。

所以呢，记住不要随便给我惊喜，吓我，刺激我，惹我生气等，因为会害死我哦。如果你不想变成杀人凶手记住。我没有习惯出门带糖啦，记得要常常提醒我要不然你们也带糖在身边就可以救人一命了。

家？？？

2010-01-03T21:48:00.001+08:00

今天是我2010年最伤心的一天，为什么我那么快判定是今天，才第三天罢了。。。。。
今天去了教会的新分行崇拜，SIB Hope church。过后就回家。我最讨厌星期天因为几乎每个星期天全家人都在就是吵架最高的Demand。我一回到家就听到妈妈唸个不停在说姐和哥的东西，到最后姐就订不损开始骂妈妈很大声，连爸爸在外面都听到就也进来骂。我从小到现在第一次看到爸爸bek tahan 进来骂人吵什么。然后爸和妈也吵了起来，爸叫妈少说两句，妈就骂爸孩子都是给你宠坏的。妈说她不要姐和哥了叫他们搬出去住，在家里想住在天堂那么算。妈说慢点他也搬出去，不是开玩笑，妈不要这个家了。那时我就是坐在椅子上静静的吓倒眼泪差点流出来还是艘起来往肚子里流。姐又骂妈我知道你很想我死等等。。。。妈又说我早把你当透明的。。。。我不知道自己可以做些什么，老样子静静的坐在那里diam diam 的。吵了很久，妈告诉我说快点回KL读书，这家不要也罢了，毕业后不要回来，在KL继续读书做工也好，不要回来慢点我搬出去找你。妈说爸越老脾气越怪，姐和哥很坏，我只指望你了。在家里爸爸很疼我们三个也很宠我们，爸爸很喜欢小孩从来不打也不骂。妈妈在家里有时有理爸爸有时吵架是柴他都傻。妈妈最疼的人是我，是妈供我上大学，哥姐不喜欢读书。就感觉妈把他的一身投资在我身上，我是很听妈妈话的，因为不想然他的唯一希望都没有。不管这个家以后会变怎样如果一家五口闪开妈一定拉着我跟他的。过后，妈叫我陪她逛街，午餐吃过后妈叫我去叫爸爸进来吃如果不要就给狗吃因为妈还在气头上不想和爸爸讲话。真的就变成了狗的福气丰富午餐我通通给狗。姐心情不好就会吃，妈心情不好就逛街那天才买了一条千多块的金链今天又买白金耳环。礼拜天是我最难熬的一天，妈通常白天要我陪她出街，晚上要陪姐因为他们不合不能一起出街。今晚被妈妈听到姐叫我陪她出去就叫我不要出去下午才去的一定很累了，结果我一进房间要告诉姐姐时她说她什么都听到了，无缘无故又被姐骂我干吗那么听妈的话，我还是老样子静静的不出声。姐说妈恨不得我快点走，我死变鬼都不会犯过他，他那么疼你是怕他死后没人帮他烧香。
在家最小的也不见得最幸福哦，我在家也有很大压力。我心里只有孝须。
自己不懂如何面对就只好安安静静，肯也不吭一声！
常常人家问你在外面读书不会想家吗？答案是我不会我只想念爸爸和妈妈。
不要在我面前提起我的家！

2010

2010-01-01T20:47:00.001+08:00

Today is a first day of the New Year 2010!
A new life is time to start our own new journey, school is going to start soon, need back to school soon, final year, final year project, going to face a lot lab reports soon, although I don’t like to study but have to force myself to do so as my family wish.
Year 2010 the number 1 of my wish is to be healthier don’t always sick, others I hope good luck to my study graduate soon final year must work harder and finally relationship with Lord Jesus Christ because sometime YES I will totally forget I am a Christian.
Why healthy is number one in my heart and mind because when look back 2009 one month don’t know why I can fall sick so many time, when I lost healthy I will lost everything.
Study of course my responsibility now is to study. But sometime is stress to study, what to do! Final year last 2 semesters must study well because after that no more chance already. Appreciate to be a student. Holiday for 3 months my brain is stop working for 3 months and 18 days holiday left is time to exercise my brain or else I will left far behind. GPA for coming semester is X.XXX hahahahaha…..secret but don’t put high or else will die hard later. Always work harder!
Christ…..just receive a call from one sister from my own church at Miri I just know our English service from SIB had been separate from Chinese service. So the sister says coming Sunday service time also change to 8.30am no more 8.00am at new branch church. New year new church differ time differ church at differ place. Yes I always look like hang there. I did always ask myself do I care or sad always go differ church service? Methodist church in Miri, SIB, Jesus is Lord, catholic church……although is hard for me to follow up in such condition sometime even I have my own church at home = didn’t go service. I get the answer I actually don’t care so much about this question because we only have one Jesus Christ no matter which church I go I still serving the only one God. It train me don’t put my heart stick to one church only, just like a fly sometime fly there stop for a while then bypass. Hmmmm…..I am looking on my heart now! hahahahah do you wish to see my heart? No way unless I die and you take my heart see, but you also can’t see anything. I know where my heart sticks to. I wish to be a fly…..fly is so famous in genetics research.

After September 2010 what can I do? I will finish my study soon, as mum wish continue to study master, but I really don’t like to study although my result still boleh tahan! Go travel after graduate? Go find Job working? Maybe fail can’t graduate leh need stay one more year who know? Coi….. Oh Lord Jesus Christ I leave it to You almighty one! Is better don’t think so much now… Let see what should I think now is Oh…..ready my heart back to school.
Happy New Year everyone for those who still alive no matter you are human, plants or animals all the best!

My cat!

2009-12-22T12:28:00.004+08:00

Last night when i back from friend birthday party, i saw my cat with a mouse on mouth at kitchen, and then my naughty cat run after me. I am shock and stand on chair in kitchen, my idiot cat will bite human de. Useless cat i hate cat, mouse also can lost. Useless, idiot, ugly, naughty and "ngao ji" miao miao!

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2009-12-19T18:48:00.002+08:00

Miri
Local people vs china girl!
本地人：老板虾面一碗多少钱？
中国妹：老。。。板。。。下。。。面。。。一。。。碗。。。多。。。少。。。钱。

本地人：老板水饺一碗多少钱？
中国妹：老板睡觉一碗多少钱？or 老板睡觉一晚多少钱？

I am very confusing heard such conversation actually the china girl really want eat or want to be DUCK?|||

3 things!

2009-12-08T10:18:00.003+08:00

1st:
When i search for journal to do my article review about ginseng I found that most article in chinese language because it origin from china. My chinese standard until primary 6 only dont know what the china website write about.

2nd:
My ginseng seeds is not growing well, I will go buy some to back up. Still looking for it.

3nd:
New supervisor for my final year project. I still prefer email ask question for my old supervisor. This due to when i know that new supervisor is going in charge of my project and I am too bore at home just simply email few question test this new supervisor. Luckily i go test the new supervisor he is so annoying just reply my mail in 2 lines simply answer. so "fu yen" me. I know he have own student for fyp.

And holiday i do spend a lot time with my parents. I found that dad and mum like to use me as a reason to make their relationship more.......
Like one morning,
Dad, mum and momo went breadfast of course we all sit on same round table, when my noodle come i start to eat d, when mum noodle come she didnt start to eat because mum reading newspaper, and finally dad turn also start eating. Then dad talk to me"妹妹叫你妈妈快点吃面报纸今晚还可以看面冷了今晚就不能吃了." Wah dad mum sit in front of you leh straight away tell mum la. I just answer 就是咯。有时候真的搞不懂他们脑袋有什么问题。My parents now is busy looking for new house because they plan to buy new house old house gonna to be a store room.

Time is short next month wanna start school d.Still have 1 months 10 days holiday to go.
All the best in final to all my friends in kampar. Merry X'mas and happy new year.

Next station after christmas going to bintulu and sibu again with family will count down at sibu.

許奉鈴。

2009-12-01T20:52:00.004+08:00

许凤铃不在是我的名子。当我不在美里时爸妈去算命。以前我不会写华语名太难写許鳯铃，后来就写成许凤铃可是常常写错，写成风。就算人家叫我华语名我有时没有反应因为不习惯，还是喜欢摸你卡！爸妈偷去算我命那算命师父说女孩子不好用凤因为以后感情复杂会很hiao！爸妈啊你们不觉得不尊吗？我很hiao meh？我都没帕脱。。。如果给我知道那个师父我要狠狠揍他。我毫不知道名字可以改的。就把改为許奉鈴，一定要这种写法哦，不可以简体字。我还忙喜欢奉这个字，就把自己奉献给上帝吧免得人家讲我hiao。爸妈命中注定连算命的人都都可以算出我是要奉献给神的。

以前这头发很多女生追可惜我不是同性恋。

昨天参与一个婚礼把头发暂时拉直很多男生瞪着我看！妈要我去做远久，我还在考虑中！酱的头发就很多男生追咯。

对不起我才二十一岁还年轻不想那么快帕脱。不要讲我hiao ok！

我叫許奉鈴谢谢！

十多年前！

2009-11-30T09:54:00.005+08:00

十多年前我来过这里，到现在因为自己开车和外婆来玩还迷路一个小时多才到 Sibu 的石山公园！

很喜欢这里草地，很多小时的回忆。人家常问我是那里人有时会说Sibu，有时会说Miri，因为Sibu出生，Miri长大。

以前很多鱼鱼看现在有死鱼看，满先进的很少有机会看死鱼浮在水上。如果人死在水里男生是背向水面上女生是脸向水面上的，鱼呢是反旁边向上！

走完后是很累。

谁偷拍我？

viva 好驾因为sibu 的路又窄又靠近水沟又很多裂痕！去戏院看2012时车子被刮花了Sibu人很坏。2012追深刻印象就是指臭话在船上的那一幕。为什么要把车拍下因为记不到车牌号码，又没有反向感=。=迷路时在巴刹转来转去都回转到警察局。可惜没真水我还没经理过哈哈哈！

Oh ya! Happy ending second month holiday the end of november! 2 months holiday gone...

Article review for final year project havent start yet my supervisor resign utar next year haiz....leave it to God!

Congratulation!

2009-11-15T20:33:00.001+08:00

Can’t believe that! Just in front my eye, my dad is the winner champion for today competition. Dad you really “geng” “yi liu” yesterday accident hit by irresponsive driver that run away, today still can get such excellent performance. Not bad! Mum didn’t get any price. Now our house finally got one 1st gold medal holder in bowling competition and I am 2nd and 3rd medal holder. wahahaha…we have all three medal. “yi jia tuan yuan”…

My dad 58 years old winner among around 60 people with highest score 1014!

Next year planning!

2009-11-14T13:41:00.003+08:00

2009 almost end toward 2010. Momo is planning for next year journey. Actually not a big deal journey is due to the Airasia free seat ticket. This few days busy with buying flight ticket. When the first 2 day of the idiot promotion all people keep busy buying their own ticket look like aunty hor…..
But I still play computer games enjoy there, suddenly mum ask free ticket go book faster, I only remember I haven’t book my ticket back KL on January to start my final year. Until this moment I just get it few minutes ago. Utar messy timetable 12 Jan start school change to 18 Jan. I tell my mum yesterday, “ U see this is the benefit of last minute book ticket, delay one week start school”. Hahahahaha I no need wait at Kampar 1 week so bore delay study. Some students book early one wish u all good luck early 1 week back Kampar. My mum so happy I no need go back so early. Mum say “ don’t go back so early do you know 10 Jan very important”? Sorry mum I really don’t know why so important. Mum says “ My birthday”. Momo is so paiseh really forget liao 不孝。haha but 不懂妈妈在暗示什么？？？？
Oh ya I back KL on 15 January mas airlines 11.15am. It cost RM139 cheaper that air asia. I wonder why air asia is charging the purchase by use credit card one way one person is extra RM5 and language RM10 add up is expensive than Mas. Mum still very happy because I go back study on 15 Jan can back for Chinese New Year on 13 Feb haven’t 1 month I fly back again. Already 2 years I didn’t come back for CNY, mum is planning travel again on CNY. I also book air asia free seat for May two weeks sem break will back miri on 15 May Saturday night cost RM 21 cheapest ticket I get in my life one way only. My ticket purchase is until here recently.
Is tired travel around I think next year most of the time I will spend on travel here n there. When thinking on 2 hours 15 minutes fly from Miri to KL, then 1 hour to KL central. Not only that add more 2 hours 30 minutes bus or Ktm back Kampar my butt will very pain traveling.
Coming Monday I going back to sibu because promise grandma to go back visit her. And big gathering to meet up my cousin those who study over sea and having holiday now, most of them now already back at sibu only me still at miri. Hahahahah wait me ba VIP will back on Monday.
And friends 15 Jan I back KL is Friday, Saturday we can meet up at KL and back Kampar on Sunday. Today I get the news my ginseng seeds reach Kampar already, thanks my friends help me up plants them. Just hope they grow healthy for my final year project. I heard that my one of my herb I taken out from lab last semester is growing too fast, the only plant grow such healthy other die already, most of science believe it can extend human life but still under research.

still a lot of thing have to plan.....2010....
time is flying too fast.

Exhausting Sunday!

2009-11-09T15:00:00.007+08:00

Recently I found out…….yes it’s really hard for me to wake up early in the morning. Especially Sunday, Monday until Saturday I wake up late around 10am but Sunday have to force myself wake up at 7am go church service. When I wake up SO EARLY haiz….I feel like so dizzy walking also can’t balance myself. What to do have to force de ma, my mind to go church service is stronger than continue to sleep. When mum saw me she keep asking you go church again ah…..don’t go la sleep more==
When come back from church my mind set to sleep is stronger than to play computer games, so whatever if you all want steal my crops go ahead I mean in facebook a lot idiot games. hahahah…how long I sleep wah….sometime 3 to 4 hours. Even when pastor is sharing in front my mind is still sleeping and dreaming.
Until night I went shopping with my parents and practice bowling with them. Long time didn’t shopping with them. Funny night, when mum saw a nice shoes, she asks me nice ma, I answer buy la. Then mum asks dad nice ma, dad says ok. Then mum took 2 pair shoes asks dad which 1 nice dad already choose 1 but after that mum took again another pair asks dad this one nice ma. Dad says each type buy one la. Sweet……………..mummy ah u better buy whole shop la….Finally mum buy shoes lo.

very pretty meh? Aunty style shoes

Then next station mum want look for formal wear in parkson. Suddenly mum says this one nice for you. I look at it ok lo. As mum wish I go and try it in fitting room. Just simply wear and mum says wah……handsome & pretty I also want get 1. ==

i wonder y this fitting room inside got chair 1~

And finally hahahahahah……….mum biggest size is XL can’t fit mum body because mum upper 2 balls too big after button up in the middle of 2 balls will open saw mum bra…wahahahaahaa……I bought it mum can’t ……I saw the price RM129.90…..never mind mum pay.

Finally practice bowling coming Sunday dad & mum going to have competition. During secondary school time I always accept junior teach them bowling and this is my first time accept such old student age start with 50 n ++. Whole bowling court here only 3 of us late at night after shopping came here.lol

Ma ah...u really fat d....

Not bad daddy highest score 117, mum louzy one 82 and finally momo 114.hahahaha

Tell a secret. Down look down at me ok. This two I won compete in whloe miri city interschool competition during secondary school thrid prise in form 4 and second in form 5.

And this i get it during form 5. I am the one who best in Pendidikan Jasmani dan kesihatan in objective and subjective i score 100% the only 1 in school. Yeah~ is my pass....
Study i can, sport i can and computer games also can. God give me one.

3 years he still waits me!

2009-10-29T15:15:00.000+08:00

Last two days I received a sms written how are you long time no see. Then Wah…… I am shock a secondary classmate that admires me still waiting me. LOL, who the hell tell him I am back to Miri? Or he saw me??? After I think for long time I only remember he also live in Jee Foh there. At first I thought he just like my old friend old classmate that chat through sms. But suddenly he ask me didn’t go pakto meh? I say I still single. He faster replay me that he also still single=.= Then he ask me still remember what happen during last time. I say I only remember you always buy the chocolate bread put in my beg or drawer and love letter that BROKEN by me to small pieces and throw in rubbish bin, then other classmates pick up all the small pieces papers arrange it back and read it. Finally whole class knows. Of course I still remember that time he sit beside me. Then he asks me do you still remember what he writes. I say I can’t remember already because all Chinese words. He still tell me he still can remember, he write “I LOVE U”, “want me be his gf” and “want hold my hand”. I still remember I very bad that time go back tell my mummy, then my mummy go school find our teacher in charge of 5s1 complain this guy disturb my study. Finally we didn’t sit together already he sit on first table right in front table of teacher one, I sit at last row corner near the door. During the teacher teaching time he faces never look in front turn his head look behind smile at me. I feel so geli. He remind me a lot of things I get top 10 in class one he even better than me, he get top 3 in class but start from behind==…….. Finally we graduate in form 5, he ask me where I continue study, I remember I tell him I study at Curtin university at Miri because I get full scholarship for foundation study. Then he really go and register to study at Curtin. Until now 3 year he still studies at Curtin in business course where am I? Last minutes I buy ticket fly to PJ Utar study my foundation. hahahaha that time I really bad hor? I still remember he can’t believe I study there, somehow test me. I give her my PJ address he asks his friend send a dictionary to me and finally I accept it to prove that I really study at PJ. But this few day he start keep sms me “what are you doing now”……………..I lazy reply. Don’t wait me please…although I graduate next year. But I really thanks him give me such special memory seldom have guy so brave. But you are really not my type. Hope God could arrange better one …..but not now I still young, still study, wait ba…still long time to go.

In living room simple conversation!

2009-10-26T16:55:00.002+08:00

gf: 喂！你去哪里？
哥哥：我去楼上！
gf：你不会叫我一起去har。。。。。
哥哥：走。

Oh my God, brother u are big boss leh, dont let gf control you leh.=.=
I accidently heard it when playing my game. Game over already after the word 走！

如果她成为我大嫂really game over......

Christian!

2009-10-24T22:33:00.001+08:00

My mum always likes to say one sentence. In foo chao dialect “mi jiu keng jing ngai” translate to English is “eyes hole very bad” in Chinese 眼睛洞很坏。Now I really understand what it means. It means like keep an eye on you for something.
Ya right, Christian like to differentiate between Christian and non-Christian. Do you ever ask yourself why? It is discrimination? Why we never heard or seldom heard people say Buddhist and non-Buddhist? It depends on your own thinking and own heart how you treat others.
Recently I feel like fade up. Why because what my mum say “mi jiu keng jing ngai” It is good very good sentence to apply on Christian. Ya, I came back to hometown and I found out all my Christian friends in my own church or friend in other church, they of course happy I am back. Why so HAPPY? So they keep their eyes on me. Just like “eyes hole very bad” observe you look for opportunity. Been targeted! Ask me join this and join than events. I know that all event is VERY GOOD as they say. In this world no events is bad one, ok! I know is VERY GOOD for me. But you inform me once enough time and place for any events. ENOUGH ONCE. Don’t always keep asking whether I join the event or not. And some 先斩后奏said that already register for me, what I need to do I just come to the event. Even my aunty from sibu she know that I going back visit grandma next month already call me say church got this event got that event want me join is very good to me. I KNOW EVERYTHING IS VERY GOOD FROM U ALL! But do you all think for me? Is that really good for me? I am 21 years old that program suit me? Can I have chance to do my own decision? I myself am a Christian. I am 21 already, I know how to think for myself.
Are you a Christian? Do you always do the same thing as I mention about? Keep call somebody to join this and that! Do you think from their point of view? Christian should know your own limit don’t too speed up want to push up people around you. Think for them, their own learning style. 有时候比得太急也没用！I think this is the one of the weakness among Christian. Christian believes God will done miracle on other. So let God touch other heart done those miracles is not done by Christian.
Push me too fast I will fade up. I know my own better than other. I AM VERY STABIL CHRISTIAN, OK! I go church service every Sunday. Keep your “mi jiu keng jing ngai” on others Christian or non-Christian. I not suitable targeted by you all. If I want join any event I got hands and legs will go myself and I believe God will touch my heart to go, don’t you all believe in God? If yes thanks God! Your believer still believe you. 不要来烦我，最近比较烦，我比你烦，烦烦烦！
亲爱的阿爸父神：
唉。。。。。。
祷告乃是分靠主耶稣明求的，阿门！

E-mail that I don’t know how to reply!

2009-10-23T10:30:00.002+08:00

Dear all,

I am not sure whether i will be travelling to Kampar or not next semester. If it is confirmed, will it be Ok with u if i assigned Dr. Tee Chong Siang as your main supervisor? I already discussed with him and he agreed to supervise you all and you are also free to continue to work on the plants that you suggested to me or you can also discuss with him on other plants (mostly ornamental or crops) that he might be interested. Anyway, kindly let me know of your decision before you contacted him for further discussion.

thanks

regards,
anna

looking at this mail whole morning! May i know who is Dr.Tee? He or she? Never appear in kampar!...

Yesterday vomit untill too blur, i still not have any interest on any food. Now this mail make me lost direction~

V0Mit~~x3

2009-10-22T13:41:00.004+08:00

Yesterday a bit not feeling well already cold flu, but at night I feel nothing. Until this morning mummy wake up me at 7.30am ask me go breakfast and then buy some vegetable and fish. What we eat? We go famous 豆浆油条café with famous laksa.

look like nice?

it's really nice.
The laksa is very nice and very spicy. After breakfast we want go buy some vegetables but when walk through the street I feel like butterfly in stomach, start caught and walk half way of the street I vomit out milky and sticky liquid. Mummy shock look at me ask what happen. Ya, suddenly not feeling well. The aunty cleaning the floor one scold aiyo…..apa hal muntah sini, then I walk 2 steps vomit again on the floor, the aunty scold pergi longkang muntah lah, then I walk 2 steps vomit again. 3 times I vomit…..=.= mummy scold back that aunty tak ada longkang tak ada toilet la, stupid. I can’t control when I want vomit. I scare sick when vomit because very suffer, sore throat + the smell…..yucky……..Then mum walk with me go very far to find public toilet. I wish to go back scold that aunty people invite her come to clean the floor I make the floor dirty is your job to clean la, shit la……if not people ask you come for what. Recall the last time I vomit is at Kampar in toilet at home vomit on someone clothes. I think the aunty want gila already cuci lantai. Now, I no mood to eat anything. Even facebook favorite games also don’t want play already. Maybe the food not clean ba…..or my 肠胃不好？

After vomit out it's really not that nice look and "er xin".....

Finally I get 3.0

2009-10-15T10:31:00.005+08:00

Finally I get 3.0
Yes, is not that easy to get 3.0! But I always work harder improve slow and steady and finally I get it. People always say me don’t put so high target. UTAR get 2.0 is very damn good already many people hard to achieve 2.0. Yes but I still very stubborn want to get what I want. I want 3.0 yes sure a lot people want, I try harder and harder remember exam period study until 12am only sleep and wake up at 6am. It is very hard time to me because I prefer sleep 10 hours per day! I not simply say only I really want get 3.0 not joking I am serious ok. I will prove it to everyone and is proven I get 3.0. I also everyday pray hard to get 3.0 don’t want see 2 in my gpa, thanks God, He hear my prayer and give me 3.02. He give me more 0.02, I will appreciate it. Why still have 0.02 still have 2 behind? I know the meaning 3.02 very important 0.02 for me to remember my pass to have 2 behind my gpa!
Mummy always asks how many A’s you get? I always get at least 1 A but this time sorry no A. Hahhahahaha……. But I get straight B not bad. My 2 friends still remain in 4 flag straight A’s congratulation. I get 3 flag. Thanks to chee wah my 4 flag friend assist me finally I get 3.0. God already given what I want, I should do what I have promise to Him. Look back my pass gpa, 2.12.52.73.02. Never drop! I hope to maintain or to improve it again in my final year! Next target 3.0 again? 3.5? 4.0? Secret hahahaha! Oh ya….did I say I need treat friends to eat if I get 3.0???? I only remember last semester I did say but didn’t get 3.0 but this semester I didn’t say hor….? Or I only tell certain people! or else I will PK….. Bankrupt!

To God be the Glory!

完蛋啦！

2009-10-11T20:50:00.018+08:00

之从回到家里，就知道啦。哎多久没灵修没碰圣经？不知道。。。想到一些事就觉得很累真的真的很累。去教会？？？？就觉得很累啊。。。。
之想什么都不想做。
新生命家庭教会来之金宝的在美里帮布道会，昨晚可能是身的安排吧，因为金宝朋友在我家过夜的留下了一些东西望了拿，就拿下去给他咯，就算便去了那布道会讲到神快要来了你们预备好了吗！
到今天回到自己的教会，第一次牧师道讲到一半我就走人了。听道也有不自在的感觉第一次这样！也许太久没回来了听到方言祷告就。。。。。。因为姐姐很厉害打电话给我说我在楼下现在下来我们去文莱。想都没想我就说OK。就这样离开了教会道听了不想道就走了。

Brunei famous eat sushi lo at excapade sushi near Gadong town area.
After u eat here at brunei,hahaha sushi Malaysia SUSHI　ＫＩＮＧ　is become not nice and very hard to eat~

Ｙｅａｈ～ｓｕｓｈｉ　ｃｏｍｅ　ｆｒｏｍ　ｗｈｅｒｅ？？？　火车哦！

ｓｏ。。。。。。

It cost $136 Malaysia X 2.5 =RM340

Brunei import durian from Thailand damn big~

Ｔｈｏｓｅwho sms me today it cost RM2 per msg and who call me and i answer it charge me RM2.50 per call=.=

nice view back to Miri!

也许这样才能忘掉烦恼，开心的玩！

Oh ya now i at miri sorry sarawakian sleep early one i usually follow my parents sleep at 9pm or 10pm so some time i cant reply u all because i become pig already. Different culture compare to KL and kampar sleep at 1 am or 2 am or even late.hahahaha

sick~

2009-10-09T13:57:00.001+08:00

Start from Monday my nose start to be very sensitive. I thought is my own nose sensitive start flu but until today Friday my nose still stack with flu hard to breath. Feel very tired this few days although doing nothing. Until last night I fetch my friends from airport where they have a group of people having mission trip in Miri. They flight delay reach hear almost 12am already. My friend stay at my house one night, until this morning around 8am I wake up and my mum talk with me……swt….my mum shock…..hei, girl why u walk like that like want fall down, I just answer Yalo. Because I feel dizzy……having flu and the flu come out yellow in color. Then I saw my friend still sleeping I also go back my bed again and sleep. Suddenly my puppies keep barking so I have to wake up open a tin of chicken meat pedigree for the doggies and “mo mo liang xia gou gou” go back bed and sleep again. Oh yah my sexy dog just gives birth 4 fat and cute puppies. Really like pig every time I come back hometown sure got new puppies. Until 10am I still on bed I heard many horn sound, they walao……really so hardworking horn from 10am until 10.30am I really “bek ta han” wake up again go out look eh…..how come got lorry come to my house. I walk out and ask 3 foreign guys what’s up? One of the guy ask mana boss hantar stock? I say bill let me see. Oh is my brother stock reach today. I try call my brother but can’t get it then I call my mummy lo. Mummy say brother outstation, but yesterday I just received around three hundreds ringgit mineral water which my brother inform me to sign up but today he didn’t ask me to receive any stock. Then I just open the gate let them put down all the boxes again sign up don’t know what inside. The foreign worker ask me mana boss, in my mind boss boss boss hate it….I just say he outstation. Then the foreign workers say U PUNYA LELAKI kah? Walao….what the TUT…….I Just say Abang saya la, is my brother ok not my life partner. Really “KEPO” My two dogs standing there keep barking, the foreign workers say wah cantik anjing kamu. I answer saya ada 6 ekor anjing u mauh tengok 4 lagi suka gigit orang kulit hitam punya. He so scare say no no no. Actually another 4 puppies just know eat and sleep a lot. wahahahaha….After they gone my friend also wake up, is almost 11am so we just go have a lunch and shopping introduce some place for her and send her back to check in Mega Hotel. Until now I just reach home, want continue to sleep, hope my flu faster go away and I don’t like this sexy sound.

美里！

2009-10-04T21:03:00.003+08:00

我的华语要生锈了，快点练习练习！
回来美里有三天了。
也忙了三天。
星期五就忙着一些诗人事情，如拆信封，读信去回信。。。。下午打油时就用卡approve后就拿起录色的nozzle 可是没油出来，油站的人跟我说sudah habis guna kuning punya，没想那么多就用咯。。。晚上一家人去吃大餐！
星期六早上就和妈妈和哥哥一早吃早餐，被妈妈啦去僧请Citibank master 和 visa 卡，因为方便订机票。可是目前我有了一张master 卡，一张visa 卡，一张debit卡，现在又要多做两张，钱包没位放了，也怕被人打劫啊。下午就带zhubing 去了3个海边，很失望了，美里海边什么时候便怎么肮脏的像奶茶yellow brownish 的。有垃圾有猫死体，螃蟹以前是黑色的，现在是一边orange一边黑的。螃蟹活时是黑的煮过后才是orange的，可是那活的螃蟹一边orange一边黑的，难道太热了一边晒熟了吗？晚上和家人晚餐后就和以前的同学出去。喝茶聊天到凌晨两点才回家。谈了什么呢，就是讲到车油。就和他们分享昨天的事。原来美里缺油，我打的油黄色nozzle比较便宜，又吃油，有没力，进一号牙时车会抖。会给人家笑啦美里是油城，缺油。坏处人民车子很快又问题要买新的或专修他们就有钱进口袋，好处别想架快车咯减低交通意外。
今天去教会很爱睡，忘了是圣餐崇拜，因为上星期在马六甲玩没去教会。今天听的道很多是我所面对的问题！爱人爱主的心？爱心？侍奉？面具？不满？委屈？过路？原来我有很多问题。。。。。不够睡头痛很乱的心情。4天没灵修了。下午是因为要减头发没减到因为姐姐想带我去减，妈妈也讲我慢点带你去减更好的。。。减头发罢了很多问题出现了。。。。唉。。。。。很想大睡特睡可是妈妈现在要带我去吃螃蟹了我的最爱，想到那天海边的螃蟹就。。。。。。算了还是去吃螃蟹了。。。。byebye。。。。明天没去training 了reject 了。。。。。螃蟹我来了。。。。。

God also did last minute!

2009-10-02T12:33:00.000+08:00

Human such as student always did their job last minute.
But, I found that God also like last minute.
Why?
I think we all apply for industrial training on July.
I apply for 2 places one is oil palm plantation and another one is Columbia Asia hospital.
I simply apply because I have no clear direction yet, too pack we need study busy final exam, choosing final project and industrial training too.
Yes I did pray to God, guide me if can get just go training, if can’t get never mind just honeymoon 3 month holiday, optional training.
I have received the letter from Oil Palm Company, they recently do not need any trainees. The Columbia Asia Hospital didn’t replay me. So, I just plan to have 3 months holiday at hometown. During exam period all my friends busy with industrial training stuff go school sign letter pass up letter lot procedures. I just study at home play facebook.
Until finish my exam, went Melacca trip, went KL. Then the two days before I want back Sarawak, on the monorail central on the way to time square, I received a call from Columbia hospital, they want me go there training in laboratory. I am shock I simply apply actually I not really want go training.
And today I check back my application letter forget what I write because how come my friend from biomedical can’t get this opportunity and I from biotechnology get it, I not really like to work in hospital actually.
This is my short letter content, my reason so simple and short, still got people want me.
“I have decided to go this industrial training to gain experience and I am very interested in laboratory work. Besides that I wish to socialize with people among same field.”
well, God had answer my prayer in last minute, I didn’t prepare anything, no lab coat and formal wear at hometown, no time back to school deal with adviser and so on. But God plan everything for me, today I visit the lab, no need formal wear, can wear casual with slipper. I though only animal and plant tissue culture work wear slipper but in hospital laboratory also wear slipper. The person in charge at the Columbia Asia say that they don’t want deal with UTAR want deal with me directly, wah…make me easy lo I no need go back school do the complicated process. The most important thing is all my friends go training and need summit report to school every week, hahahaha, but I no need.
Monday need start training but, my mum have objection work as free labor no income. I also haven’t decide go or not going?
Monday to Friday 8am until 5pm and Saturday half day.
And I haven’t design the Kampar Chinese Methodist church Christmas banner and invitation card because I promise them to design in this 3 months holiday.
And one person birthday present still haven’t design still inside my luggage, haven’t take out.
Look like very busy a lot of thing to do, but I only can relax when friend call me out.
At home feed my fish and dogs. Don’t know who dog come to my house having sex with my dog and give birth 4 puppies which is so fat and cute and totally different from the dog parent.

No Title~

2009-09-24T13:05:00.008+08:00

I am still very tired.
sleepy.
Happy
Hapi?
Hapi Holiday yippy..........
Long time didnt update my blog d.
because i really concentrate on my study.....
i hope i really can get what i want.....
what happen during exam week?
thinking wanna share here or not....
share share a bit lo...
First
A girl in my class call manju gua an indian girl
The day before the tissue culture test, she call me i wonder how she get my phone number but i know d.
Manju is a girl "pop" join in our biotechnology course this year...Her image is not good alway skip class and like to talk phone anywhere in class, in toilet, cycling, walking......
well whatever....she call me that day asking me for the notes want photocopy...
I say ok la...wah this girl 2moro final exam today only come borrow note from me.
At that night i know raining so heavy so she return my notes at midnight, i have no note to study because borrow to her. She promise a while only return to me but i waiting for so long....And then she return my notes=rubbish. because the notes is wet and all the words like disappear....
Second girl call st, almost every day before any test she like to call me and sms me ask for help some cant understand the lecture note, ask for tips, ask for tips answer, ask for help sick want see doctor all kind of problem from her. Well i never reply her sms and never answer her phone. Because My phone is my own property i have the right to answer or not. And please dont always last minutes come to find me for help i also need to study my own, do my own revision, prepare my self, time table so pack everyone is busy. UTAR didnt pay me to teach you! If got problem go find lecturer please if not what for consultation hours in Utar for what????I am only with cgpa 2.+++ student i myself cant do well dont ask me teach ok, go find other smarter students or lecturer.
And again this time final more than 6 students come find me ask for notes and tips. Excuse me! my dear coursemate it is not my responsible to borrow you notes and give you all tips. U didnt attend lecture cant get the tips is you own problem. People like st attend the tips lacture still want ask for tips to double confirm? u dont believe the tips lecturer give? And u skip lecture cant get the new notes please go find classred get it i not biotech classred ok. Our classred is wong kar chee OK? I have the right to borrow or not....
But...unfortunately....start today right now....i NEVER EVER Borrow People my notes due to bad experience by Manju. Who to blame if u want blame people....blame manju she bring all the troubles to me and to you all.

You all find me help...just bring me stress, sad, depresss and......

And blacklisted Manju and st phone had been remark never ever reply their sms and answer their phone.

and third case a guy call clement.

i believe human is selfish.
People like clement wong king fook really selfish~
during the exam period for last paper culture and communication paper, clement come to my room and say..."Hei momo i borrow your culture notes check any miss or lost" and i havent say any thing he just take all. Ok its ok friend ma, housemate ma, coursemate ma.....any ma....
Then he take 2 topic of the note and tell me "I borrow the 2 topic notes photocopy later give you back".
Then he come in my room again "Hei i borrow your culture and communication text book ah".
After a while he came back again ask do you have other reference book
I say no d. In my mind i think wah i only have the only one book you take already still want ask for more??? So greedy!
well still havent finish
the second day when i doing my revision half way eh...how come i lost 1 topic de?
Then i ask clement u take my note? He say yes..he taken my note just put on tabel and study other topic....he so selfish because when he dont have the note he cant feel safe and secure but after he got it, he didnt go photocopy it and didnt study it just put on he own place so that he feel more comfortable with all notes. But dont you think for other? you urself feel secure but how about me? It is my note u borrow from me have RESPOSIBILITY to return to me, not until i need it realize not on my own place ask form u only return to me.
well, then a guy call yen da come find me borrow culture and communication notes i just give him because he say he go right now and photocopy it then return to me. When clement heard it he ask yen da help to photocopy to him."xuan bian"? "zhan ren jia pian yi"?
Yen da return my notes within 5 minutes, clement take my note say want photocopy at the end few day later only return to me.And return to me in condition "xuan bian" and "zhan ren pian yi"

And when he return my culture and communication text book?
At the day exam 9am exam he return me on 8.20am.
Thank God i didnt 爆血管气死。

Thank God i still can be patient. Because this is not first time he never change he attitude~well remind me he borrow my 2G pendrive and lost it now no sound already.

Well just want to ask what you all as a students will feel during exam facing this kind of problem....i am sure some of you will crazy with friends like this. I also dont know why i can be so patient. It is my personal characteristic.

But GOD i pray in Your Name please 把我善良的一颗心哪走！
It is not that easy to be patient.
Am I too Good?
You all always like to ask me for help?
I dont know i myself can stand until which day?
It just made me stress, em0, headache, depress, invaded, disadppointed and so on.

Last paper exam time when lecturer check on student ID....Is not i dont want show my face on ID facing outside because my ID is a bit not in Good Condition. After lecturer take out and check it then when put it back on the ID case, she accidently......it become like that.....

I think next year final year i need pay RM25 make a new one. Low quanlity

Emmmm.......
The end of my year 2 degree life.

I need time to adjust my biological time back....sleep on time with enough time...

First day exam!

2009-09-12T20:16:00.003+08:00

wao...time pass so fast, must appreciate our year two in degree last final exam.

Wah, what happen in first paper in my final this time.....Funny....
First paper is moral....
on saturday morning 9am
what i face is the exam slip i print out through internet, the venue for my moral test is different from actual one. Go wrong exam hall with no familiar face.
well, this is not my main point.....

My main point is when i get in actual exam hall, there only left 2 place because i came in late, so i choose 1 place and sit down, faster fill up student particular form.

And then i saw something very weird, walao....there is a guy underwear on the floor grey in color.............Z....z.....z

First time i saw underwear in exam hall........swt|||

Utar no people sapu lantai meh???

Look at the underwear in front on me really no mood to answer my test paper d.
Luckily is moral paper ....

After one hour one of the examiner a indian girl saw the underwear, so i look at her see what is the action she want to take.

Shock she use own hand two fingers pick out the underwear and walk in front put on lecturer table. Oh my God, dont know dirty or not she dare to pick up by hand.
Most funny part is when she saw me look at her pick up the underwear, she smile with me, yucky.....

My mind was thinking why got such thing in exam hall....UTAR students do sex in school ma???who know~Or a dog bite and put there impossible bah first floor in block E leh, animal cant come up one wor...

Anyway..
Next coming papers
15/9 Molecular biology
17/9 Cell and Tissue culture technicque
19/9 Genetics
23/9 culture and communication

So pack main papers stick together....
must study hard lu....

Momo

2009-09-06T16:36:00.003+08:00

Today at Tesco....
I know some secret!
My housemate Ta Kai Hong 108kg~walao.....
and then clement wong 87kg~
i only 44kg. hahahahah.........Haiz
Still underweight...

Study week now...........
study..........study.........study........
If Tired just sleep,
Time pass very fast,
after lunch is time to think what to eat for dinner....
My life now is to sleep, study and eat~

你们都是一样的！

2009-08-28T20:24:00.003+08:00

Not telling me early!
Never mind!
i know you all practise last minutes!
Never mind
Last minutes inform me such problem!
Never mind!
Never ask me whether i can help or not!
Never mind!
Tell me all the problems!
Never mind!
At the end become like this "i pass it to you, you do la".
Walao such people!
Never ask me can help or not just throw it to me!
I havent say yes or no but after telling me just go away!

I have many such people all around me nowadays.

Why?

Is my own false, i am easy going person.

Today some one promise you like this, then later change it didnt inform you until you youself figure it out.

It is not a first time already, how many time it repeated.

I cant trust any of you anymore.

I cant see any one of you really put your sincerely heart in doing thing.

I tell you all now, i can accept the truth that is happen but you all never in my HEART now.

I build up myself big wall and everyday wearing mask smile and talk to you all.

Actually is on the other way round.

selfish!

Maybe something that is not important for your point of view, but it is important for others.

Maybe you think what you say is just a joke, but actually i just like you take a knife hurt people.

i have the right whether want to do or not.
i have the right want to talk to you or not.
when phone ring i know you facing urgent problem only call me but i have the right to choose want answer the phone or not.

Biological week in UTAR!

2009-08-26T14:52:00.011+08:00

I am Dr. Momo
Bachelor of sciences (HONS) Biotechnology
Specialist in Surgery for mouse and frog!
Actually I never dissect a frog before but mouse yes I did. Today actually is mine first time to dissect crazy frog. Yes I also not agree to scarify animal but for biological week we have to do it. I am the one last day to dissect this biggest frog, he is most pity frog see all his friends die and today his own turn. I know it is not good to kill animal I understand some of your feeling but the person who do the dissecting have the strong feel than everyone.
First time demo in front so many students from different faculty and so many hand phone, camera and even students clump together with us, see the process. For those who record the video I don’t wish to see my face in anyway posted, photo still ok. Not good to be a murder!

science students!

2009-08-25T16:01:00.003+08:00

The night before the exam~

What science students do?
People always think science students always stick on book and study.....

But you are wrong~

see what we did!

The next day is molecular biology test we all didnt study at night~ go supper and then come back home play this~

What's the theory behind?

Using 2 fingers

specially thanks to~

Actors- 1. jing jing sitting on chair 2. xin yin~long hair ghost 3. clement~nian nian qian 4. kai hong~fat guy 5. kevin~thinner guy

Technician- Momo recorder

something related to "qi gong" can try at home~ cant laugh and talk while doing this and cant touch the hair who sit on chair and hands also cant touch your friends one!

Momo~sick jor

2009-08-21T16:57:00.002+08:00

伤风感冒打喷嚏!

stay away from me~

i sleep whole day already.

morning 10am until now around 5pm~

Walao.....死猪

still have to study lah next tuesday molecular biology quiz and wednesday lab test after that i only can prepare for my final exam.

My nose got water keep runing out~ waste water....

不要讲我坏话啦i know 的~ 打喷嚏咯！

Tonight and 2moro night hanlim concert at church must wear mask fetch you all to church。
2moro afternoon got drama performance in sunday school camp too。

Maybank!

2009-08-14T16:14:00.003+08:00

My Maybank card total die jor, can’t use anymore because rusted just realize today when I want sweep card in Tesco. Sad my money is inside I can’t replace now because my account card at Sarawak, October only back Miri. In my mind now Maybank so cheap, low quality card how come will rust. Bad image of Maybank in my mind now, I have to use alternative Visa card from Alliance bank which is the new one my mum just sub for me. But If I use Maybank the money inside is my own one so my mum don’t know what the money I use for, now the Alliance card is credit card what I spend the bill will send to my mum and mummy have to pay for it, so my mum will know where I spend my money, have to use wisely.

Lauzy card rust d!

Last night my mum sms me ask me cook the “liang cha” to prevent H1N1. The ingredients is夏古草40g,白茅根40g,蛇舌草40g,金银花20g,半支莲20g,板兰根20g,大青叶20g,白菊花20g,甘草片20g + 黄糖3 liter water for 2 hours.
In Kampar today, together with housemate go old town buy such ingredients run for 4 chinese traditional medicine shop only get all the ingredients. Is limited now and we buy 2 set cause RM16.80, so expensive drink……..

After process...... Fresh prevent H1N1 "liang cha"

6 months 1 million

2009-08-13T17:58:00.003+08:00

Finally I can relax a bit, just finish Molecular Biology test 2 today. Headache and no appetite = H1N1?
Before that all students busy with applying industrial training, is optional. I not going to training because I decided back to hometown on 1 October to meet my family, miss them so much and 3 months holiday. wakaka
Now many people talking about H1N1 or H3N2 whatever, but is proven Utar Kampar already had 4 students having H1N1 and some already go heaven, but sorry la no holiday for UTAR students, however the 1 week holiday is given to those same course students which affected H1N1 student include Business information system course. So please social responsibility if under quarantine don’t come out walk around.
Next is the final year project for next year. Can’t imagine is my turn for final year project, what kind of research we can do and which lecturer to choose? Biomedical and biochemistry course students only have few choices less that 10 topics I think, but biotechnology course around 34 topics and we only have 24 students =.= So good biotech students should appreciated we didn’t choose wrong course, hahahah so famous. All kind of topics for biotech student include catch insect, study the population, all kind of bacteria from animal and plant and so on. We can choose 6 topics, but I decided to choose Plant tissue culture work because it really challenging, professional scientific work that’s why I choose to study biotech to explore myself in plant field. I have chosen Dr Anna, she still at setapak only come to Kampar next year in May but our project need start at January.
I choose this topic
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“Plant tissue culture studies: Callus induction studies Talinum paniculatum (Akar ginseng jawa), Lawsonia inermis (inai)[ select one plant only]”
To investigate the effects of PGRs and different culture conditions on various explants
Wet Lab
• Plant materials will not be provided
• Student is expected to have basic plant tissue culture knowledge
• Only hardworking and independent students will be considered.
Please state clearly ONE plant of your interest in the selection form. Students are encouraged to suggest their medicinal plant of interest
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Now is to wait the result I hope I really can be selected for this topic to do my final year project. Because that is the reasons why I study biotechnology which I want do in plant field and I not interest in any kind of Virus or Bacterial even H1N1

Well, one more quiz to go and 2 more lab test to go and last 3 reports to go in this semester before the final exam.
Again pack final time table. Haiz, start on 12/9 study week one Saturday for first paper pendidikan moral then 3 main papers in middle and last paper on 23/9 culture and communication Wednesday. My flight ticket on 1 October doing what O…o… after final still have one week before i can go back, unexpected my final end one week earlier.

Oh ya! 6 months 1 million mean what!
with tissue culture work, we can produces 1 million plant in 6 months in the lab o. My target in furture wait me ~ one day ..........

Pray more for Kampar Chinese Methodist CF~

2009-08-08T23:51:00.002+08:00

I hope everyone can pray for what happen tonight in our CF (badminton night)
As u can see BADminton, BAD in front really bring bad thing to us!
I feel so sad and so guilty about what happen tonight!
Here I wish to apologies to all our CF members those who come to join us tonight.
Really is a bad experience in my life tonight.
I am shock and scare tonight I think sure some of members also scare!
The story is…
We book the badminton court in one of the primary school in old town, from 8.30pm until 10.30pm.
We 10.30pm the guard house worker stay on all of us actually all of us don’t know is 10.30pm and didn’t realize the guard is there. Suddenly 10.35pm whole badminton court light is shut down so dark inside and we just finish taking group photo, some of them haven’t pack their stuff.
The fighting conversation starts between one from our CF member with the guard.
Long conversation between both on them I can’t really remember because I am really in scare condition but suddenly I heard the word Fucking coming out from the guard house.
We all apologize for to the guard but he very angry so emotional.
After that I really feel sorry to all the members to make sure they take out all their belongingness.
We all go in church van and some own transport. The guard shouts I will remember your car number and want do something bad on van one day. I am shock again because although tonight not me drive van but the van sometime drive by me.
Again I apologize to our Lord Jesus Christ and our Church too we show some bad image.
But please pray more we are attack by Satan.
The story hasn’t ended yet………
We all our transport reach gate the gate is locked. The guard doesn’t let us go but instead look angrier really like want fight with us. We again keep apologize but he still don’t want let us go and want one our CF member licking his foot to show apologize.
But we all refuse to do so. Finally they all keep calling other people come help us. I got call our CF adviser but don’t know somehow after the moment, the guard let us go out.
When we all go out I ask all of them come and pray for what had happen.
Satan is attack us, we all must pray more.
I feel sorry to all the members and our church too. It really shows a bad image.
We must forgive other as Jesus forgive our sin. We must pray for our enemy.
Let us be one heart pray together, apologize for whatever we did tonight forgive other.
we Should pray more every one have responsible to pray for our CF it is belong to all of us.
Sorry Lord!

momo......!.........momo.......

2009-08-04T18:27:00.004+08:00

功课永远做不完，but 功课last minute 永远做的完！
Tired， better take a rest！
I believe God will bless me what ever i did！

i always work harder......

because i always want improvement!

Because i only have 3 chances for my degree life until next year graduate....

Because i want show that i can do it just i am too lazy, wakaka

Remember all my dear friends in same batch we only have last 3 chances to have final exam in UTAR~

I hate haze make the air look like so dirty no fresh air~

Healthy is in fluctuating.

Again 休息是为了走更长远的路，大便是为了吃跟多的食物！

Still a lot test have to take, 4 lab test + 2 more Molecular biology Quiz + Molecular test II + genetics test II

wah... 8 more papers to go =.=

See a lot sleepy face in class and panda eyes.

I am not one of them because i always sleep more, just like babies always arrange my time to sleep. Kekekeke

Pray more, always pray for your people around you!

remember i get a booklet from church,
40 Days Fast and Prayer
Love Our Neighbour
A SHINING LIGHT TO THE NATIONS

it is very hard for me to fast 40 days wakakaka because..........

Once a week or once a month still can because.......

hahahahahahahaha

Promotion！

2009-08-02T12:12:00.003+08:00

为着两天晚上的诗歌布道会祷告！

My life~

2009-07-28T21:04:00.007+08:00

My university life full of all kind of experiments, Reports, exam and so on
In Genetics lab

So wonderful~ beautiful chromosome

But....

We have to kill it. This semester how many life i have kill? I cant remember... Sorry hope you all rest peace in heaven. No choice we have to kill....

Catch it Kill it. The process use pins break the head and body apart.....

Oh my God

Breeding....... My hands?? fruit fly?

Another lab, i like it very much. Plant tissue Culture. I love plants very much now. Y? Because we no need kill but make a new life see the plants growing. And this subject lecturer Dr Anna from setapak like call my name. I found out why like call me because same hometown. Even midterm use my name as example in test paper, but the question too hard i myself also cant answer. Yesterday just finish the test today result out already fast and eficiency lecturer. I get 71.5% not bad still need improve.

Sad 1st experiment all plants contamination die jor...失败失败。。。。

Fungus contamination.. green plant become cotton

But today wakakaka have successfully grow the plants

I falling in love with the plants take it home. keke

Coming week moral mid term, genetics test 2, Molecular test 2, 4 lab test, lab reports. Hard time coming.

But remember
Pray more
上帝为中心点。

加油难熬的日子！

眼泪！

2009-07-26T11:40:00.002+08:00

今天的崇拜，牧师说有人问金宝为里公会为拉曼大专做了什么！
牧师说他答不出眼泪流就流了出来崇拜就这样结束了。

我听了眼睛挤满了眼泪还是忍住。
这问题很早也出现在我脑里。
过去的我都忘掉了。
今天又被提起，害我想到以前的那个牧师和伤心的事。

拉曼大专生阿过去的不要在提了，不要问金宝为里公会为拉曼大专做了什么，问问自己身为拉曼大专能为教会做些什么！

Again!

2009-07-23T00:39:00.001+08:00

Again i able to cool down.

I worry i will burst!

But thanks God i able to stand again.

I dont like people like to compare among us in same course.

Exp. wah you do so good ah, i want to do better than you =.=

Human compete human

or same

student compete student

=

will die de, ok?

U make people around you dont like you and even hate you.

people may feel stress because of you.

So, becareful of what every word come out from your mouth.

Dont look down those who are week in class
is proven there one border passing line student result better than first class student
called Bonnie
Well done~

i believe hard work will sucess

And please i already pass you my part early week and the next day is due date, now you only tell me need to add more in less than 12 hours ......

I am angry of the guy! the word first time come out from my mind FU_K!

Yes you are clever can do everything in last minutes

But sorry is very hard for me to do in last minutes.

Yes i am STUPID!

Again who like to talk in loud and kepo here and there i dont mind actualy but dont let me hear about it. Even your voice some time when i am taking nap, sorry momo like take nap 1 to 2 hours during evening but your voice can make me wake up with headache. And please no sms or call me that time~

Again please dont be too over initiative do this and that let other people have a chance.

If not i always feel guilty because it turn out like this....
" Yes is my fault i didnt do thing, didnt done my job, i am wrong why i so quite"

Because i really have no chance to join in and even single little space NOT Available even i walk closer also stand beside cant see anything and look like i am blocking very "jor then" although i very thin!

I found a lot problem coming out!

But at the end ....

I will say all is my fault.

Although, is not my fault....

but

Again i will say YES is my own fault.........

I dont know why tonight God really did something miracle.

I come out with beg and i realize how come i holding together with my bible in hand.

emmm dont come and talk to me =.=

Please dont be so sensitive.

It's over!

Really!

Like it pass~

天堂！

2009-07-19T15:23:00.002+08:00

作天一封信息！
很伤心！
人的生命就这样！
没了！
连他的葬礼我也没办法去！
希望你在天堂会过得更好！

晚上我还是去了祷告会！

今天刚从教会的福音工厂十周年庆典回来，好累！有四百多人出席。

今晚大专开会我不去了。

没人开车的话。。。

自己走路去吧！

八点开会七点走来得及。

因为我生虫了。

懒惰虫。

The Boy~

2009-07-18T11:21:00.006+08:00

The little boy asks about the present yesterday.
I do spend a little bit time on it just now!
At the first I thought maybe just scrolls of birthday wish written in the paper.
Until u told me last night look at the big A4 paper clues inside.
Oppsss u want me open all the scrolls and arrange the small piece of scroll.
Thanks you very much first time I received such poem from a guy.
Hope you don’t mind I share here.
Good poem must share share with other.
As a Christian or brother and sister in Christ please do read this poem.
Learn how you relate bible words in someone life.
Application~
And how beautiful of the types of colour God create and used by this guy apply in poem to guide me arrange the poem!
Please double check I not sure whether I make mistake in arrangement!

The clues!

The poem!

Again thanks you for the poem!
Friend Forever!

But God is calling you back to the church!
How long you didnt go back to your own church!
Not bad long time not been in church still can write such poem!
God Bless You!
God is knocking outside your door, and calling you "come back"!
The door is always open to you to back to church!

Fruitful birthday!

2009-07-17T12:31:00.008+08:00

Many of you sure wondering??? How I celebrate birthday?
Yes, I am quite always alone but I want to thanks God give such big group of family in Kampar to me where they understand me know my personality and come approach me. Life is like that lol, if u can’t approach other never mind God will lead other come approach me. I always said I am alone actually God is walk beside, so don’t bully me God will punish you later. Wakaka.......

Thanks for the KFC lunch!

First round after lab in canteen my cake!

Here my kampar family 12 members!

Kampar life eat & eat & eat!

Catch me?

Thanks big 21 candles.

Thanks my 12 family members in kampar special style celebrate my birthday! Baseket ball court at night romantic!

Thanks to third round and the birthday cake from kampar CF members. I havent get the photo from them. Thanks for the nice cake and although u all busy but still can spend time with me!

Bithday i eat durian! Sweet i like it!

My big presents from 12 members in kampar family hands made birthday cards! So touch!

Thanks my kampar family give me 21 years old key!

Thanks this sister in christ! 没想到我是你心目中的天使！感动感动！

Thanks this little boy, friend forever! Thanks for the words about me and with bible words. Nowonder you want borrow bible from me =.=

Fourth part of my birthday in kampar家好月圆restaurant!

Kampar 过着幸福快乐的日子！
吃得饱睡的和好！

Finally i am 21!

2009-07-15T00:13:00.002+08:00

i am 21 years old actually not old ok, is mature!

Thanks to all those who wish me in 12 o'clock!

Thanks count down with me in msn until 12 although we all at different place....i know you all busy study for molecular biology test on my special day 15 july.

The first thing i did is made a thanks giving prayer to God.

Thanks God i still alive with more mature spirit life.

Thanks for everything!

Those who forget my birthday never mind la i forgive you as jesus forgive us because i understand as we growth older sure memory become more poor.....sure those older than me forget my birthday, it's ok i understand your situation. hahahaha

i already very happy in 5 minutes more than 10 greeting from friends.

祝我：

生日快乐
身体健康
学业猛进

不要让自己太吃亏，太安静!

生日没什么特别啦！
可是二十一岁很特别哦！

Ooopppsss.... mummy how come u forget me......

whatever....good nite!

Count down 5 days to 21 years old!

2009-07-10T21:11:00.014+08:00

Physical a lot changes…….before precede look at some of my photo first!
Warnings do not laugh…..
Name: Monica Hii Hung ling
DOB: 15/7/1988
Gender: FEMALE but some people thought is Male |||
Race: Chinese but always suspect not a pure Chinese =.=
Religion: Christian… I love the song 耶稣爱我，我也爱你就是真么简单。哦。。哦哦。。。就是真么简单！
Language: English + Broken Malay + 走音的华语

When I was 3 years old, I think I like lollipop because my hand holding it.

11 years old.

13 years old.

16 years old.

17 years old.

18 years old. Why so special this photo no face is show? Because I am too handsome worry you all fall in love later. Wakaka ……..kidding. It is a strong memory, a quiet and shy girl alone after graduate form 5 take flight fly over sea come to PJ UTAR taking foundation. Yes, I am independent girl never cry leaving hometown. That’s why you all feel I am weird look so cool and never talk to human. But I miss my family too 我也会想家的！Just keep in heart do not share with human =_=

19 years old. Study in Kampar Perak UTAR campus. My second year alone move to kampar even more far compare to PJ but I do enjoy my first year degree.

20++ years old. See I look like have more smile face brighter look. Third year I am living without family in second years of my degree now. I more get to use live alone, but still will miss my family that you all can’t see through my cool face.
Face change so much, sure something other than physical also changes, the most important thing changed is socialize I can talk to human and my spiritual growth.
Count down 5 days to 21 years old
I thing never ever change I prefer to do my thing alone!

Look back waoo... i already use to it stay 3 years alone outside, and look ahead waoo...next year i graduate soon, but i still cant see my furture dont know what will happen....Secret.....

Wish my self happy everyday~

Thanks to my family support me!
I wish to tell mummy......
mummy 老幺长大咯！

Growing!

2009-07-03T23:55:00.000+08:00

University Life!

2009-06-30T15:11:00.000+08:00

What happen recently!
Thanks God so special case happen in my life!
It started since last year…….
A childish guy that younger than me
The guy chase me “ monica let us start” ( he mean want be my bF)
I said no because for me no dating when study. So I rejected. At first I thought he actually not bad la but I didn’t think too much.
Until yesterday he told one girl that “monica jealous when I talk to girls and came cut over our conversation, she fight with housemate, she delete housemate computer document, she chase me first.”
I want really thanks to this girl she told me back or else I really don’t know what is happening. This guy lie at other girl break my image.
Can’t imagine! Although first class student in UTAR, did such things. Your face skin really like PIG SKIN walao. You are 20 years old still so childish. You thought you really so high demand in market price in UTAR?
I know you are youngest child at home and “want wind get wind want rain get rain” from your parents, BUT I tell you I also YOUNGEST CHILD at home “want wind get wind want rain get rain” too but I am more mature and independent than you and I know respect each other, I wouldn’t too over like you. In front other look like you bully or hurt by other like a small kid and complaint at friends, but actually u wear a mask backside attack other people. 被父母宠坏is you。 I want thanks to my parents’ 没有宠坏我. Thanks God!
I think you better pay attention on yourself don’t think too much you always complaining without change your own attitude. Don’t you see that you growing more white hair now? I think you think too much already. Actually in fact you just want to get attention. YOU are the one jealous.
Please change your attitude.
My friends today ask me monica go in front take the mic make announcement during genetics lecturer there are 3 course students in EDK4, they want me say out I not love you, is you love me, but you have no chance because I not like or love you, even you beg me sorry la.
But I reject to do so what he lie to other girl already show that he like him face very much. Give you a chance change yourself.
If not please go back hometown continuous drink your mother BREAST MILK!
If I heard any news again sure I consider I lost one friend. 朋友都没得做！
DARE YOU!

Industrial training!

2009-06-26T15:50:00.003+08:00

I always heard friends go training here and there lots of company.

Now my turn....
No idea totally....
Our course training is optional but go training better luuuu.....

The training date is fix on 5 october until 18 december 2009, 11 weeks...wah...last 2 days i just book my flight ticket back miri on 1 october AIRASIA having promotion no admin free i get cheap ticket RM31, first time so cheap before this i get cheaper is around RM100++ on way la of course well this is not the main point.....

Training...........training..........training........

Or

just back hometown eat and sleep 3 months?

Training company name list will come out soon.......the form need past up next week too.....

Stay UTAR kampar help lecturers do research also consider training, back hometown training? or stay KL training or go singapore?

?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

No direction

If ask mummy.....i know the answer.... UP TO U LO.......

Pray more for my direction in my future life.

Comment from my friends "momo next time how you back sarawak?"
well it is good question. I have so many books, notes and so on.... How to bring back sarawak...
My answer is i planing stay over here, i dont think that i will back sarawak after graduate. Ya my stuff a lots especially books but i never sale my book to junior because i like books, it is good to store all the books.

Well i dont know what will happen after my graduate but next year is last year in University life, appreciate it luuuuuu.

Training to stay or to leave???????

Haiz.....

Lab~

2009-06-25T20:20:00.005+08:00

Who else haven't e-mail our lab photo for genetics lab 3. I in charge of testis meiosis part in the report. Please label the picture for me or else i dont know which species.

This is from what animal? i dont know~

Lim kah yee our course red and student representative chairman in UTAR looking at what slide? Testis? hahahahaa.....

This is not a professional way of doing lab simply throw the micropipette tips on table after pipette DNA in molecular lab, hahahaha........

Saturday genetics test 1 frist paper i am taking in this sem.

Now i am~

2009-06-20T10:42:00.006+08:00

Please dont make me angry! i cant control my self already!
Since last few day i think for those who cycle to school will know about the UTAR guards damn it got brain not use. A lot students complain about it, scold students simply when i am really feel that students did not do any thing wrong just everyone who cycle pass by the guards will scold by them. They even throw students bicycle into longkang in block A Zzzzzz... lukily i not the one because i follow the rules they ask me park where i listen to them and i never go block A. Utar having bic traffic jam now. Teach you guys please learn from me la when i cycle i listen to MP4 and i sing praise song laudly when pass by the guards what they say or scold i cant heard it, when i saw they open the mounth i will even sing lauder....hahahahaha

I am stress because coming week i have 1 presentation havent prepare yet, and 2 reports need pass up but i only finish genetics report, i dont know how to do the Molecular biology report. Monday plant tissue culture tutorial i dont know how to do, and tuesday molecular tutorial havent do yet. A lot's homework waiting me. And next saturday Genetics Test 1.

My culture and communication assignment havent start yet.

My eye so blur because i need facing computer do my work. One thing i feel better is my moral assignment 7788 lo. But still need to do some edit.

Continue to do my homework~
Late 5pm need go out take van, CF gathering tonight PLS BE ON TIME!
God give me more strength, Thanks for stress so that i can growth!

团契“新人入席”

2009-06-14T14:31:00.004+08:00

新期六晚上大专团契又破纪录啦，上次最多四十多个人，可是这学期第一次聚会就有六十六个人，福音车因该有跑了五次把，只出一辆车。
人山人海看到我都头晕。。。。
有Station Games 玩，我当魔鬼，捣蛋咯，没吃晚餐就去了，又累脚又酸。

昨晚Mic 没声音不是3M的问题啦我check过了是你们唱到太high 了，走太前线不够长 plug 被拉出来了，后来来得及发现我叉回去被shock 到一下， walao。。。可是赞美敬拜带的很好好听。

后来到家后冲个凉去吃晚餐后是凌晨两点才睡觉。
感谢主回到金宝到昨晚终于下了第一场雨干好我在福音车要去团契，要不兰很多人要枯死了。

今天崇拜好才有一辆福音车跟着Bus Sekolah 后面果然 Bus Sekolah 载不完，载了大楷四十左右的人站满人，以前觉得bus sekolah 很大辆现在有人告诉我很小辆，一个月RM400，打算要换更大辆的Bus Sekolah 那时就要RM700咯。

我发现Bus Sekolah 有这图画哈哈哈
各位Bus Sekolah Number is 3236 上次一堆人上错巴士哈哈哈是我叫你们下车的要不人家以为偷车哦。

崇拜时牧师给pendrive我叫我放power point 题为洗礼，我就很奇怪今天有洗礼吗，没想到有哦，牧师为他的父亲洗礼，哇第一次看到。

下次团契会出两辆车，我负责eastlake， William 负责westlake。 We PRACTICE ON TIME！对不起我们不能等人了，因为人数的增加时间的概念，不能因等一个人害了别人迟到。

忙+累！

2009-06-12T17:38:00.002+08:00

最近比较忙功课比较多。
直到今天八点上课时在班上肚子痛到老师在前面讲什么都没听进去。
泻肚子四次好久没这样辛苦咯。
健康越来越差！
上课好才到十点罢了。
回到家电话就响个不停。
因为明天是大专团契这学期的第一次“新人入席”，团契就会在每个拜六举行了。我负责交通有预感明天会很多人，因为我电话是八月才到期可是只剩八块钱。
学院传道会的雪娥姐法短讯给我，说上个星期带MMU学生来金宝短宣，本来要我出席可是病了没去，她发给了我学生电话号码要我带他们去教会。我就打电话邀请他们出席明天的新人入席，很奇怪那些学生想都没想就答应了我。因为金宝太闷了吗？
后来我就回雪娥姐说他们答应去团契了，刚好就是明天，他就把全部的名单和资料都E-Mail给我。
可是肚子痛到没力打电话，刚好看到bernice msn online 就问他救救我吧！
想到对ho 我们有关怀组和布道组在这学期。
就打电话叫委员帮忙通知follow up 再把资料 Forword 出去，邀请他们出席明天团契，有些还是在这短宣信主，需要教会。
关怀组和布道组靠你们啦。
后来我自己睡早了起来是五点了，睡了一整天很后悔什么都没做到。。。
Ah。。。。。。很多功课。
算了吧放自己一天假，什么都不要做，除了在厕所做大便。 |||

Whole night thinking!

2009-06-11T23:52:00.000+08:00

Today tired class start from 9 am until 5 pm only have one hour break. Come back sleep until 6pm then go dinner with friends. Friend such a friend! Consider bully by friend is just a small matter actually I don’t care about it but is second times already, same thing same people. Can’t believe that University level student still have such human stupid mind set. It begin with this morning I saw him asking hei that day you borrow me 2 XX when you want return it to me. The guy said oh that day they make “Z” use it. I am angry and walk away. Wah, is not logic at all. You borrow from me because u doesn’t have it and promise return it to me. But when you have the XX u didn’t return me and when other friends ask u contribute the xx from you and u promise give them to make “Z”. When I want my xx back you told me that day contribute the xx to make “Z” is mine one. But the xx is taken from your place not my place is still belong to you unless you return the xx to my place and they take from my place only consider my xx. When I ask them who make the “Z” with contribution of xx from me without my permission, they said actually not mine one is taken from his place. xx is just a cheap thing I don’t mind if you don’t want to return to me but you use such matter as reason just as lie me. I am not 3 years old kid. Although I like keep quite it doesn’t mean that you can bully me. And is second time already. But I promise although I bully by people in my life no matter how many times 100 times I also keep quite. I know is not my wrong, I don’t want to fight for my own right. But please respect. I angry not because of xx, xx so cheap I wouldn’t bother about it, I angry because you not respect me.
Angry……
No mood….
Quite…….
Allow me to say something~ #%^&@*(TA MA DE)
Ok….
I am happy now……
The thing was pass already……
Look ahead……
Opppssss
Should go bed now 2moro class start 8am don’t be late the door will be lock on 8.15am.
Love your enemy as your neighbor and pray from them.
I confess what I ~ #%^&@*
Mummy I am so sad.
Never mind I will be strong as the tears never ever come out
Strong mind.

Sakit kepala!

2009-06-09T23:15:00.001+08:00

My moral assignment.

Tajuk: Kekeluargaan- Mengambil Nyawa

Tindakan orang-orang Arab desa yang membunuh wanita yang melahirkan anak luar nikah samada hasil daripada inses atau perkosaan bagi mengembalikan penghormatan nama keluarga.

2. a) Huraikan sebarang maklumat dan isi-isi relevan berkaitan isu di atas

Apa maksud inses dan perkosaan bahasa saya teruk. Saya tidak tahu, tapi kawan saya beritahu saya inses adalah rogol antara ahli keluarga dan perkosaan adalah rogol antara orang lain yang tidak ada perhunbungan darah.

Apalah soalan ini.........|||.........

Saya bertanggungjawab soalan 2 a huraian.
Pada pendapat saya penghormatan nama keluarga tidak begitu penting, naywa baru penting mana boleh bunuh orang suka hati. Wanita tidak bersalah kerana diinses atau dikosakan oleh orang lain, oleh itu orang yang merogol itu haruslah digantung sampai mati atau tembak sampai mati. Dapatlah ampun daripada Jesus.

Emmm crap.......no idea

Ada apa-apa pendapat kawan-kawan saya?

Saya tidak suka bahasa Malaysia.

saya lebih suka tembak sampai mati tidak begitu susah daripada gantung sampai mati. Cuaca panas sekarang cepat tembak saya sampai mati tidak payah belajar lagi.

First week!

2009-06-05T15:06:00.000+08:00

This semester timetable is considered quite ok already. Earliest class starts on 8am and latest start 11am, finish class earliest on 10 am and latest on 5pm. We don’t have any class until 8pm and Saturday no class. I like Friday very much because 2 hours lecture only start from 8am until 10 am but this is elective subject due to lack of lecturer we have no choice whole class force to take culture and communication with FAS students total 4 course students and not enough chair and table in Block B. This subject damn bore, lecturer can talk for 2 slides in 30 minutes time pass very slow in this class. And today is first class that we attend with our tutor which complaint us FSET students why didn’t attend tutorial class yesterday because whole class though that first week no tutorial and we all practice one semester only have twice tutorial class for our major or science subjects forget elective subject every week have tutorial class end out only tutor himself in tutorial class. hahahaha……. And another bore subject in this sem Pendidikan Moral “Sienz……” is same lecturer as last time teach our pengajian Malaysia one. Thursday and Monday would be very busy and tiring. Thursday class start from 9 am until 5 pm with one hour break only whole day. Genetic we have cute lecturer DR Gedian with the favorite “RIGHT” how many times he said this word in class and Molecular Biology DR khoo a bit bore subject DNA and RNA structures history. Monday class is reserved for setapak lecturers 9.30am until 5pm Plant tissue culture and animal tissue culture both Dr Lim and Dr Anna speak very fast even fast than genetic lecturer, they all are expert and very professional. This semester we have four labs start next week reports again and Moral assignment.

天啊！

2009-06-02T16:03:00.002+08:00

Hot weather…..
Haze……
Sweating…….
Not feeling well……..dizzy…….
Afternoon hot until cant sleep………
God come and bring me back to heaven!
I don’t want to live anymore.
世界末日快点来啊一了百了。。。。。。。

Again? Haiz....

2009-05-31T17:31:00.001+08:00

yesterday just reach kampar.
Now just back from clinic.....today is sunday Clinic kampar not bad got open.
Again~
Flu.......
Fever.......
Antibiotic........
Haiz.......
Tomorrow is monday new semester, class start from 9am to 5pm, whole day.4 hours lecture and 2 hours lab, i am ready to sleep again in class because the pill will fall sleepy.

今天上不到飞机！

2009-05-28T10:33:00.003+08:00

Tuesday mum ask me what time your flight?
I said 10am something.
Then second day i double check
Ehhhhh is 11.25am MasAirline then i faster inform mum that i told her wrong time.

AND TODAY..........
Mum and I go to check in at 10am
The check in counter girl ask you want change flight ticket? Your flight is tomorrow.

Zzzzzzz............, what tomorrow?
29 may Look like 28 May
Paiseh the 9 print out really like 8
then i go home again with mummy.
Mummy so happy i can stay one more day at home.
I so PAISEH...........

Sorry to my friends friday cant join you all for the movie in midvalley.

Why i so blur recently
Yesterday blur until fall down my foot bleeding.
Ai Yo Yo .........
wear better spectacles?

明天要回去了！

2009-05-27T16:54:00.007+08:00

和姐姐又去吃supper!
海边吹吹晚上的海风~

So called Marina Sea Horse Bistro

Miri famous drink

Rebina7up very nice drink~~

翠翠的香香的好吃~

Merinary Pizza damn Nice~

Got sotong, cheese, oyster etc.... Heavy red wine smell

You can rent bicycle cycle here~

Monica result analysis!

2009-05-26T15:57:00.006+08:00

This morning I went to clinic with mummy so called Miri City Medical Central (MCMC), suddenly I received a message result come out already. I know since last night someone sms me ask me help her to check result but too many student login I can’t event load the first page of student portal intranet. When making payment at counter with 2 types pill RM160. walao I am shock RM160. Zzzzzz. I told mummy next time don’t come here let them suck our blood. MCMC should change to Money Come Money Come.

When reach home I faster online try again to check my result.

This my result

Not bad la.
But…..
I didn’t get my target
Mummy target also didn’t get hahaha
My result always touch and go but this time better
I get one A- , 1 B+, 1 B and 3 C+.
Why got 3 C+?
Because the 3 subjects’ physiology, microbiology and principle of biotechnology are last 3 papers that I continue took in 3 days. So pack my brain can’t go in any information. So, a bit “Za dao” all same grade.
Anyway I am satisfy because year one sem one I get 2.1, year one sem two I get 2.5 and now year two sem one I get 2.77.跟上一城楼, keke

Next coming semester will start next week, so fast last semester let it pass look ahead for next semester! I will back KL on Thursday and Saturday back Kampar.

I haven’t get my timetable, anyone have? Pass me a copy thanks. Because my intranet timetable for next semester is an empty table, lol…..Other courses already get it. Maybe we need go school and take.

左右为难？

2009-05-24T19:30:00.002+08:00

今天是星期天

7am 我起床了因为崇拜是八点的，KL 8.30am ， Kampar 是9am，有时会很乱，哈哈，这里的人比较健康早睡早起，不包括我，因为我抵抗力差。

妈妈也起来了，还说今天不要去教堂去看医生。
可是我要回去读书了今天追后一尺去了。
真是左右为难~

后来我还是去教会了~~~

爸爸问为什么没和哥哥女朋友说话？
爸我第一次看到她时她在厨房拿水喝没开灯头发长长的把我吓死了，后来看到我就说海，我也海咯。
今天第二次看到她时，她和哥哥一起一人一条毛巾从厕所一起出来。|||
我还是觉得很陌生无法和她讲话，不懂她名什么。
第一天认识我的人都知道我不说话的。
爸爸自己也没和她说话还讲我。
真是左右为难~

今晚一家人吃饭时和哥哥女朋友讲最多话的是妈妈，讲什么呢~废话~“吃。。。。吃多点。。。吃鱼。。。。吃虾。。。。喝点红酒。。。。”

我和她只有海一局而已。。。。。。。

saturday~

2009-05-23T20:02:00.004+08:00

Today i received a present~

Anyway Thanks for the HEART.
I dont think i will wear it.
hahahahah...

eat Mc Donald
Happy meal
Who told me got Doraemon~
It doesnt look like Doraemon
Look like penis~

What is the function i also dont know
some more written collect all 8 types!
walao~ what for ask me collect 8 types penis?
Kidding~
Laugh la~~~
Wish you all Happy everydays~

Oh ya i need to be careful of my health~

Back miri again!

2009-05-22T21:10:00.003+08:00

I just reach miri 8pm++ tired and sleepy~~
This few days i went a lot of place~

I saw this building so funny~
I think some of you should know why~
if dont know never mind~ secret hahahah....

i am damn happy~
because hahahaha got chance eat 外婆煮的八珍面线~

But 淡淡的！
外婆你忘了放盐吗？
还是为了健康放少盐？
Never mind still very nice in my heart, i finish ate all.

Oh yah, i heard that KTM ticket and bus ticket from KL to kampar sold out for 30 and 31 May, but our school start on 1 June. So must manage and adjust our time properly lah~ THANKS YY, got car fetch me back Kampar i no need worry i cant back to study on time. hahahah~

Swine flu!

2009-05-18T20:28:00.003+08:00

Today I received an e-mail~

hi, everyone! There is an important news that I would like to share with you all.

As what I've read from the newspaper today, the passengers who took the flight MH091 in 13 May 2009 and AK5358 in 13 May 2009 are all required to identify themselves to the health department. The reason for doing so is because the Malaysia government has confirmed its first case of swine flu!

The 1st patient is a 21 year old male student who just returned from the United States on May 13, 2009. He was down with fever sore throat and body aches on May 14.

Therefore, all passengers who traveled on the Malaysia airlines on this particular day are urged to contact the minister for further instructions.

And for our concern,it is written in the newspaper that among these passengers, 2 of the passengers are transitted from Kuching to Miri. Unfortunately, these 2 passengers haven't identify themselves to the health department. So, it is still unsure whether these 2 passengers are infected or not.

For safety purpose, we are all recommended not to go to the public places until the confirmation of that 2 passengers' identity and their health condition. During these significant period, we all must take good care of our own sanitation!

WAH! I ALSO TAKE FLIGH on 13 May back from KL to MIRI
Now I Having serious flu today hard to breath
But CHOI i wouldn't get Swine flu GUA......
Because no fever and no sore throat and no body aches.
Dont scare me~~~
My flight Number also start from AK 5XX8
After i check is AK 5188

Need Pray for my healthy~

Thanks mummy today cook Ginseng chicken soup for me~

Catch by Mummy!

2009-05-17T11:13:00.006+08:00

Last night around 10pm my sister and i both hungry online whole day, and we decide go eat steamboat. But my mum haven’t come back home usually not allow me went out with sister and brother late at night, because we always went to Pub. But last night really hungry want eat something. I though mummy wouldn’t know. Who know? Suddenly, my phone rang, I look at it mummy call, wah first time our plan lose catch by mum come out late at night. Mummy keeps asking where you are….. so late already come back and sleep. Yer…….I told mummy we having steamboat at outside just wanna start eating, you don’t believe come join us lo. My family like enjoy delicious food.

Wah got my favourite Crab~

Thin meet~

Prawn~

Oyster

My sister~ stay with her 1st is eat 2nd also eat 3th eat again. 90kg++

My mummy finally join us steamboat ”波坏二人世界“。

I wish to eat until 45 kg~
Because at least 45kg only can donate blood to people~
But i just found out i am anemia~
Never mind i still want it to maintain healthy body, i so slim..........

Nice ice-cream!

2009-05-16T19:58:00.002+08:00

Today again with my sister go eat ice-cream Mango favor, i like it very much. Nice the ice is made by milk favor. Actually early look very colorfull but after i eat half way it look like shit. Never mind as long as tasty.I always eat food with ugly style. hahaha....

Back Miri 2 days!

2009-05-15T23:36:00.003+08:00

回来两天了，吃得饱睡得好，睡到每天都不想起床，门口一步都没踏出去。开冷气睡自己的床真舒服。和妈妈姐姐聊天，聊到哥哥时就讲到他的女朋友。哥哥出门公干，下星期三才会回来，好久没看到哥哥，可是我要陪爸爸出门也刚好下个星期三，三天后在回美里。可能要等我回来了才有机会看到这个女朋友，没见过。本来很想见她的现在不想咯。因为妈妈讲她常常来我们家吃饭不会洗碗。姐也complaint她只会吃不会做。听说我哥哥炸薯条给她吃她在那吹风扇。哇真的很大排，我哥没煮东西给我吃过。等我回来带好眼睛，张大眼睛看清楚。
今天晚上朋友约我出去，可是我没去，后来和姐姐去新开的Bintang Mega Mall shopping, so surprise, 和KL有的比了，第一间的Marry Brown，Shu Shi King， Big Apple Donuts， etc. 这里都有了。Popular书局草几大间，书也多了。

Tonight supper so full, i cant sleep now~

This few days until tonight I reach Miri!

2009-05-13T22:26:00.003+08:00

Start from Monday first day in PJ I went breakfast with wu qun jie and then we went for the movie called Star Trek. Nice movie I like it high tech movie but one of the part when snow fall down 星星和一只红色怪兽跑出来时，wu qun jie so scare until screaming, I am shock not because the movie, that time I look at wu qun jie just want to laugh, but I didn’t laugh la, if I laugh people sure think I am very bad.
Second day, I went to movie again with my Utarian friends X man, not really nice especially the story ending, star trek nicer because got people screaming, hahaha…….. And today I wake up at 10am online chatting. Thanks to zhi zhong cook 2 half boiled eggs and Milo for me. Until 4pm my taxi come to fetch me to airport RM65 go LCCT. I reach airport so hungry whole day my stomach only have 2 eggs and Milo all gone. After check in still got around 1 hour, then I saw Marry Brown, wah……. how many years I didn’t eat Marry Brown. Finally end up my dinner at Marry Brown.
The MAIN POINT in this blog is now, in aero plane, suddenly our plane shake like hell, because KL there raining too cloudy, I feel like my Marry Brown want vomit out already, and then whole plane suddenly fall down a while then rise up again, my heart really dissolve when suddenly shape fall down, a girl sit beside me also scared. Then another thing happen again, Air Asia flight Haiz, suddenly no air con damn hot and is time to landing just 20 more minutes, feel like hard to breath, never mind when landing I though yeah got air con come out already because a lot smoke come out just like early when we just come into the plane cold smoke, who know the smoke not air con is 烧焦味…Zzzzz……… Never mind after landing I saw, two rows of nurses and doctor wearing mask stand there wait us, because the pig flu lol, need wash our hand, fill up the form check whether you have fever or not. It takes a lot time.

This call Pig Form, u can get it in any airport!

Finally I saw my daddy and mummy come to fetch me. Happy ending!

Genting~

2009-05-09T21:05:00.008+08:00

Yesterday i leave kampar by train! First time take ktm, no bad.....

Before go genting we go this place. Hot spring.....nice.....

So cloudy driving up to genting!

First world!

I agree that i am thin!

I not agree that i am tall!

Finally, i found someone eyes bigger than me!

So take a photo lol....

Maggic?
Secret!

i do this post and take this photo, just want tell you all who still having test, Gambateh.

God will help you all in Final exam!

EYES!

2009-05-08T14:11:00.005+08:00

Here 3 UTAR Big Eyes students! So scary we take this photo during midnight 1am something.

Green shirt girl call Voon Yin and the boy is Kevin and finally momo.

We all are dragon year baby! Hahaha......

But,

Recently my eye got problem always red eye and my tears keep coming out.

Haiz pity my eye

And this is my resident card, dont know why the photo will be like this, and the photo cut until so ugly!
Momo, modify it. I like to modify thing. keke

Yeah, like this nicer. I like it. Look at this face just want laugh!

Tata~

对不起！

2009-05-07T11:07:00.002+08:00

对不起！对不起！我不是故意杀死你！I am so sorry! i also dont know when i kill you. I finish my last paper today i come back i saw you die on my window. So sad i become murder. Finish exam should be happy but after i saw it. Yer........I really so sorry i very blur this few days due to the 3 continuous exam papers almost kill me. Please tonight dont come to my dream scold me "sorry no cure". 我什么时候挟死你的，你的尸体都干了。Anyway, i shoud pack my thing now tomorrow 6pm train gonna to leave kampar. Bye bye kampar. Sunday i will back KL, who want go movie with me on monday and tuesday only! Wednesday night 7pm flight i going back to my parents there!

Exhausted

2009-04-30T11:26:00.001+08:00

Today I have my elective paper at 9am organization and human resource. Wake up at 6.30am do last review of my own short point notes. When reach exam hall I look at white board one room more than six courses students for the final exam paper. I chose a place and sit down look at the paper, shock first time in my final exam paper one page only, 4 question hundred marks. Never mind one page also easy for me because 2 hours test i finish around 1 hour then leave the hall. I so tired now. Next week, 3 continuous tests on Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday, 9 am will kill me soon. Everyday study until 2am to 3am, sleep around 5 hours plus 30 minutes afternoon nap.

Calcium!

2009-04-26T19:41:00.004+08:00

I need high calcium for my butt to recover!

Coming tuesday gonna to have my first paper!

Need sit for 2 hours in exam.

Sure butt pain!
Kampar chocolate HL sold out!

Never mind drink pure one!

First time fly away!

2009-04-19T20:18:00.003+08:00

Today around 1pm I feel hungry and decide to go lunch with my friends. After lunch we cycle back, when almost reach home, can’t imagine……………………..
What happen…………
I also don’t know…….
Somehow…..
An umbrella fall into my bicycle ring, stop rolling and the speed is too fast…………….
An then…………..
momo flying…………………
Momo fall on semen, near basket ball court…………….
Pain until…………..
I can’t move…………….
Sit there…………
One leg can’t move………
My butt pain and think hit on the bone on right side butt.
Both my knees swelling………………….
But after one moment my leg only start has feeling………
Can stand up walk slowly back home……….
But the umbrella still in my bicycle ring can’t take out.
Oh my goodness!
Take a mirror in toilet taking bath look at my butt the skin is pink and red color.
Now momo can’t sit properly, pity…..
Must sit with another butt touch on chair…………
See tomorrow how………
All my friends laugh include me when I stand up with my hand touch on butt…
Butt pain + knee pain
Don’t know tomorrow still can go jogging on 7.30am or not.
Haiz………….

The umbrella terrible........

study week !

2009-04-17T12:53:00.005+08:00

Oh shit! Final exam.............................................
I hate my study table, so messy, before start any revision better tidy up first.
Everyday force my self sit on chair study on this table. So many notes, book argh........

Here all biology book, biochem, microbiology and ........

Just now i realize under my bed still got another 3 book which i isolated them.

Thursday!

2009-04-16T21:01:00.007+08:00

Today i wake up at 8am then we go breakfast at Kampar sushi king. Wah shock morning around 10 am so many human already Q up, luckily my friends willing stand there and wait them open.

This is our first round! total eat 3 rounds.

Kampar sushi not nice leh.

Total RM 89.70.

Finish enjoy the food, now is time to study hard lo.

Problems!

2009-04-15T23:39:00.002+08:00

Recently a lot troubles!
Relationship with friends, my housemates, and my gang, i found out i prefer do thing alone.
Communication- always misscommunication- lead to angry, emo, ungly face, among you guys of course not me.
Studies- Oh my Goodness! a lot of stuff to read, final ~stress.

Maybe we too close to each other?
Maybe we shoud have some space among us?
So i what i will do is....
close my door.....
U knock no respone....
study myself.....
sleeping......
online.......

no disturb pls....

Thanks......

CF or church stuff is time to put down!
Now is urgent thing my final.
Is really important for me this time.
Score well?
mummy kept calling- " take care, do more revision, study hard", study hard before you study smart. The more u depends on knowladge the less you depends on luck. ZERO option, force to study.
PRAY MORE.......

haha!

2009-04-14T11:24:00.007+08:00

我的袜子，不知道为什么缩小laundry问题吧！俩个都是我的，蜡笔小新姐姐送的。我很讨厌蜡笔小新因为每次都听不懂它讲的话！

我脚那么大恐怕穿不到了！

可是朋友叫我穿还可以进哦！

脱下来后蜡笔小新走样了哈哈活该！

姐next time buy better quanlity one for me la.

大专团契！

2009-04-13T09:55:00.003+08:00

昨天没想到就在教会里呆了八个钟。

委员选举。

我再也不是财政了。

以为自己下个学期的地点不锭。

有可能会去setapak.

要不然每个实验要来回Setapak和Kampar。

没时间把自己定在一个地方。

这会很花时间。

不打算拿任何职位

可是他们硬逼把我放在交通负责大专的交通。

开福音车很累的！

我没答应。

安排交通要SMS很吃时间。

I have no idea。

可是以前我对大专的死心改变了，

我们团契变棒了两个新导师很厉害，plan 很好很会contribute

牧师也很好

备课的弟兄教的很好。

大家继续加油。

我有我的目标，有我自己的问题

不管初步出现在团契

祷告中纪念吧。

希10:25
「我们不可放弃聚会，好像有些人的习惯一样；却要互相劝勉。你们既然知道那日子临近，就更应该这样。」
Heb 10:25
“Let us not give up the habit of meeting together, as some are doing. Instead, let us encourage one another all the more, since you see the Day of the Lord is coming near.”

so complicated!

2009-04-10T23:03:00.001+08:00

某一个礼拜天
momo- waiting at bus stop want go church
X guy- (UTAR year 1 sem 1 IT 28 years old, 秃头+big stomach) He talk a lot with momo but momo can’t remember already.
In church
momo- sit alone.
X guy- 有人坐吗？然后就坐下来。
唱诗歌时。。。。。
明明够用的诗歌簿还要share。。。。
After church
X guy- 我拿了一些传单看好了给你看很好看的!
momo- …………..
X guy – 你有去过GKH（Grand Kampar Hotel）吃吗？有promotion RM5 lunch。可以去。。。。
momo- scare run away。。。。。。piu。。。。。。。。。
After momo reach home
Burnice call me, “hei momo the x guy ask May wen (CF committee member) your phone number luckily she didn’t give, and x guy also ask me but I also didn’t give”.
momo- thank God.
Yesterday night, 受难节圣餐崇拜。
momo- sit alone
x guy- come sit beside momo
momo- piu 。。。。。。。。。。bye bye。。。。。。
And tonight，受难节崇拜。
momo-bring 3 new friends to church and they fetch me, so I didn’t follow church van
x guy- In van asking monica leh……..(Burnice told me)
In church
momo- sit with my 3 friends.
But suddenly “dao shi come” ask me help to control laptop and projector tonight.
momo- move to front 1st chair (Thanks GOD a chance to serve u again)
among my 3 friends 2 girls and one guy ( L guy)
x guy – move to momo place and tell the L guy can I sit here?
L guy- say monica place.
x guy- this long chair actually can sit 5 people one, then he sit down.
X guy- talk a lot to L guy.
Before that
momo actually told L guy about x guy.
Whole tonight service I didn’t go back my place remain in front control the laptop whole night.
After service.
L guy- my 情敌 talk a lot to me.
momo- x guy is trying to get close to momo friends.
x guy- dare you talk to 情敌.
Conclusion:
x guy- 很烦，便太老，离我远一点，我二十岁，你uncle la。很想一巴掌扫过去。不知天高地厚的人。没看过脸皮这样厚的人，比babi皮还厚的人。在烦我就不客气。
According to science term guy 20++ years old秃头 high in hormone testosterone mean high in sex activity, or GILA SEX. So girls becareful of this guy.

I am going back to Sarawak soon!

2009-04-09T17:12:00.003+08:00

So happy after final I can go back to my beloved Sarawak. Enjoy my holiday with my family. Although final exam haven’t start but my mind always thinking…….. Yes! I am going back soon. Yes! Yes! Yes! But my dear hometown friends want to go out with me, APPOINTMENT please. What I can do for holiday? Go Beach, eat seafoods, shopping, movie, sleeping, online games, and so on miss my dear doggie.
But when I look at flight ticket, I realize something wrong!

The passenger name how come is MISS MONIC MONICAHIIHUNG LING. Since when I got extra name MONIC. Zzzzzzz………
Opppsss…….

But MONIC sound like not bad. wahahaha

"Sei LO" Mummy??????

GOD?

2009-04-08T19:07:00.003+08:00

When “GOD” this word come in our mind sure will think about the one in heaven.
But today it changes my mind.
It doesn’t mean that!
In scientific term……..
Don’t “ ZA DAO”
I also just know today during our biochemistry practical lab.
GOD is type of material.

GOD = glucose-oxidase
Can’t really believe it, can you imagine our GOD in heaven become material in our experiment today, hahaha……

I so happy now! one moment only!

2009-04-07T21:34:00.006+08:00

I so happy because i finish my biotechnology last report in this semester. Wakakak, use 3 weeks to finish it. 2moro need hand up 3 reports. Now i finish all already feel like more relax. But next week lab test havent study yet. Because of these 3 reports today our class attendence so bad, total 7 students attend the lecturer, but the class still going on although many of you absence. Of course i am one of seven. Keke

This is part of the report Maping insert DNA and the plasmid.

And Finally i have chance to chat with my family few hours through skype video call. More comfortable now. Final coming soon, i havent start my plan yet. Is time to take action already because start on study week is too late, our paper start early and end early one week compare to others.

Why!

2009-04-05T20:27:00.003+08:00

Yesterday i went to friend house discuss about report. When I need my pen drive I took it out and then WAH! Since when my pen drive become like this, crack. Before that when I put into beg didn’t realize was cracked. Live is like this pen drive. Somehow the cover will crack. Unexpected, miracle break by own? Too long didn’t touch my pen drive, when need it only realize crack like a hole. My life now is damn busy until I realize a black hole there. What is the hole? Long time I didn’t touch my bible, big black hole inside I can’t see anything. Where my Jesus? I lost Him when I am too busy. Relation become so far until can’t see anything. Hmm I will pay more attention about it. And WAO how long I didn’t contact my family, I also can’t remember. How daddy, mummy, jie jie, and go go now? Wait after Wednesday I will improve my relationship with them because still very busy now.

Like this maybe will look much more better.

Stress again

2009-04-03T21:15:00.004+08:00

I am damn busy this few weeks. I hate it. Every day sleep late at night around 2 am wake up around 6am. Lecture class fall in sleep. When having test in class i also feel sleepy too, sometime study until sleep together with my notes. And this coming week microbiology quiz on monday, physiology report need pass up on tuesday and wednesday biochem report and 2 biotech reports, total 3 reports need pass up.
The problems is i cant do my 2 biotech reports, totally no idea blank mind. Haiz every time look at this few black black DNA analysis photo dont know how to do the reports my mind also shut down black in color no light iniside my brain cant do the report. How to do the DNA maping using this two black photo, some more need draw graph where the source of the graph?

I totally no time for my own revision for final. After next week i will start my first paper for the final that is Lab test before study week. Just want to sleep, if this world more than 24 hours is so good. But actually in real everyday is more than 24 hours. Try go and figure out it really more than 24 hours per day but if i not wrong extra few minutes.

Lelong!

2009-03-29T11:41:00.002+08:00

Genetic engineering?

2009-03-28T12:53:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I learn in biotechnology class.
Application in medicine!
(The boy in the Bubble) – Not really interest.
Tetragamete Chimera- Two eggs + two sperms = Fuse to become 1 human! But not twins. Fusion of the zygotes and the development of an organism with intermingled cell lines.
Chimera is formed from the merger of two nonidentical twins in a very early (zygote or blastocyst) phase. As such, they can be male, female, or hermaphroditic.
The resulting chimera can come to possess organs that have different sets of chromosomes. For example, the chimera may have a liver composed of cells with one set of chromosomes and have a kidney composed of cells with a second set of chromosomes. This has occurred in humans, and at one time was thought to be extremely rare, though more recent evidence suggests that it is not as rare as previously believed. Most will go through life without realizing they are chimeras.
So are you sure you are MALE, FEMALE or HERMAPHRODITIC?
Hermaphroditic =having both male and female reproductive organs. hahahahaha
Faster go and check!
It can only be detected through DNA testing. OR ask GOD?
Are you sure you are MALE?
Are you sure you are FEMALE?
Maybe you are hermaphroditic?
wakakaka
For more information please check through Google.

Wednesday!

2009-03-25T17:47:00.004+08:00

Today 9am having my biochemistry midterm. I spend at lot of time on calculation part. First calculation I make a big mistake μ actually is 10-6 but I use 10-3. I lost 8 marks already. Second calculation parts ask about 1 million proteins in mitochondrion. I need do calculation but I cannot remember 1 million got how many zero. In my mind start thinking....

个 = 0, 十=00, 百=000, 千=0000, 万=00000 shit cannot continue already because my Chinese standard until here only I don’t know 1 million in Chinese.

Never I try in malay sa=0, puluh=00, ratus=000, ribu=0000, puluh ribu=00000 stupid cannot continue because my Malay standard also until here.

Finally use back English but start from hundred= 000, thousand=0000, ten thousand=00000, and finally reach million= 000000. Spend 5 minutes and finally get 1 millions is = 1000000, actually have 6 zero. So happy finally I can reach 1 million.

But after test I still very stress, because next week still got 2 tests and 4 reports. Then I go canteen drink 100plus my favorite drink.

Stress until break my 100 plus can, use my own hand to tear it

After that I having my biotech lecture class, the lecture DR Choo ask do you all wish to study at KL. Wah I am shock, because he said next semester biotechnology going to have animals cultures and plants cultures all equipments at Setapak. But this haven’t finalize yet still in discussion. I don’t wish to go back KL study. And today new weird lecturer takes over our biochemistry lab practical. Haiz.............